Page 35 of To Crave Madly
Mmm, yes, please. Lucifer laughed. Shit, did I say that out loud? His demonic eyes sparkled with mirth as he stared down at me. Ah, crap. I had totally said that out loud. He gripped my chin and forced me to hold his gaze.
“When I fuck you, it will be in my bed and I will have your undivided attention. I will not share you.”
Oh, god. That was fucking hot. My core ached with a sudden need to be touched just as my body screamed for me to release the energy I could feel careening around my system. Wetness pooled between my thighs as these men explored my body. How was it that these two men could arouse such desire in me? Surely this was wrong? My head was shouting that this was taboo, but my heart was saying fuck it. Just let go and enjoy.
Jasper’s hands trailed upwards towards my breasts as Lucifer’s trailed down my abdomen.
“Just relax,” Jasper whispered against my neck, his breath fluttering against my skin. “I don’t even have to see your face to know that you’re frowning.”
He was totally right. I was overthinking this way too much and there was a definite frown between my eyebrows.
“But this isn’t right…” I whimpered as Jasper nipped my earlobe between his teeth.
Lucifer brushed his lips against mine. “Shush now, or I won’t let you come.”
How could I refuse that?
My mouth sought Lucifer’s and I was rewarded with a kiss that took my breath away. It was savage and deep, carnal and desperate. He kissed me like tomorrow would never come and I let him devour my mouth. His tongue tangled with mine as his hands drifted lower, dipping inside the edge of my underwear. Jasper placed open-mouthed kisses along the column of my neck, sucking hard enough to leave a bruise. This was a sensual overload and I fucking loved it. Their hands were everywhere, leaving goosebumps along my skin as they explored every inch of me. I wanted more,neededmore. I was desperate and I knew there was something in me that needed release. My body was begging for it.
Lucifer pulled my bottom lip between his teeth, sucking on it before releasing it with a bite. “Do you want us to stop?”
In the back of my mind, I knew I should tell them to stop, that this was wrong, but I couldn’t get my mouth to form the words. I wanted this, wanted them and I wanted them both at the same time.
“No,” I replied huskily.
Jasper wrapped an arm tightly around my waist and pinned me to the solid wall of his chest. “Spread your legs a little wider,” he whispered against my ear. I complied with the order, my heart in my throat as I kept my gaze fixed on the Devil. He had a front-row seat to every expression that flitted across my face. His jaw clenched as he watched Jasper drag his tongue up the side of my neck and a moan escaped my lips as Lucifer finally slipped his fingers beneath the band of my panties and slid a finger through my folds.
“Fuck… you’re so wet, Lori.”
My body jerked as his finger circled my sensitive nub and I almost closed my eyes. Something stopped me. Something dark. I wanted him to see everything, to see me come undone beneath his fingertips. A breathy sigh fell from my lips as Lucifer started to trace little circles across my clit. It throbbed beneath his fingers and the need for release coiled tighter in my belly. There was something else lurking beneath my skin, something sinister that bubbled relentlessly as these two men held me at their mercy. I didn’t know what it was; in all honesty, I couldn’t focus on anything other than Jasper’s lips on my skin and Lucifer’s fingers working my body into a frenzy.
My nails dug into Jasper’s arm as the ache in my belly tightened. Lucifer knew just how to touch me. I was so close, so fucking close and I wanted to come so desperately.
“Ask permission,” Jasper growled softly. “Ask for permission to come, Lori.”
Oh fuck. That was hot. I gave a nod, words suddenly failing me.
“Please…” I begged. “Please can I come, Lucifer?”
He watched me, his hand never stilling as he brought my body closer to the release it so desperately craved. I couldn’t wait much longer. Every cell in my body was waiting to explode. A wicked grin curled Lucifer’s beautiful mouth as he deliberately pushed me closer towards my breaking point. Fucking hell, this was torture… but I suppose that was what the Devil was good at.
“Lucifer, stop tormenting the poor girl,” Jasper muttered, his breath caressing my cheek.
He looked to the vampire behind me before returning his intent gaze to mine.
“Come for me, Lori.”
That was all I needed to hear. I exploded. Literally. A shockwave burst from me as my climax ripped through me. I screamed in ecstasy as Lucifer used his fingers to draw every single drop of pleasure from my body. My back arched against Jasper as his fangs pierced the soft flesh of my neck, sending my orgasm into overdrive. Electricity coursed through my veins and vibrated along my skin. It was intense and overwhelming — the sheer amount of energy that I could feel bursting from me. My nails dug into Jasper’s arm and a scream was ripped from my throat, but unlike the last one, this scream was all pain. It felt like my body was being ripped apart, cell by cell, and I could feel fire burn my bones and knives tear at my flesh. The pain overwhelmed me until there was nothing left for me to do but succumb to the unconsciousness that threatened to claim me.
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LUCIFER
My mind was thrust back into my body with all the finesse of a crash landing. Immediately, I rushed out of the chair but had to catch myself when my legs stumbled beneath me. I ground my teeth at the sudden display of weakness in front of others. I was not one to show any vulnerability and for a moment, I barely had the strength to stand. I looked around, but no one saw. The doctor was too busy dealing with the beeping machines and Jasper had his head between his knees, looking like he was dealing with his own uncomfortable entrance back into the real world.
Mind jumping was not an experience I would be repeating any time soon. My stomach felt like it was falling through my feet, my head swam, and black spots danced in my vision as I tried to regain a sure footing. I felt like my soul had been shaken in my bones and I was struggling to get everything to feel like it was in its proper place. Once I was sure I wasn’t going to collapse, I made my way to Lori and looked down at her beautiful face. She looked like a sleeping angel; such a perfect face to tug at the strings of my old, withered heart. A smile curved the lines of my face as I thought back to the feel of her beneath my hands. I had never wanted a woman more. She enticed me in a way that had my body, my very soul, craving her desperately. It was maddening. Every thought I had was of her and I couldn’t wait for the moment when I could lose myself in her fully. Now that I’d had a taste, it was going to drive me insane waiting for the moment I could finally claim her asmine.My trousers suddenly felt uncomfortably tight and I had to readjust myself. Fuck. She needed to wake up. I needed to see her, talk to her, touch her. I’d give up everything, my Kingdom, my responsibilities, just to know she was alright. Her dark eyelashes lay against her pale cheeks as her face lay still, frozen in the clasp of the sleep she seemed to be trapped in.
We’d failed. We had been thrown from her mind as she released that energy, but she was still trapped in there. What other reason could there be for her to still be asleep? I’d never felt failure like this, not since the moment I fell. I’d hated myself for years, but it was nothing compared to the rage running through me as I looked down at the woman who’d fast stolen my heart.
