“Wait! What are you doing?”
“You don’t wanna pee, that’s fine, but if you make another mess in the bed, I’ll leave you there like that.”
“No, please! I need the bathroom, Blaze,” I practically whimpered, horrified at the thought that I’d been this close, and he was taking it away.
He shoved me back at the toilet again. “So pee, dammit. What’s the big deal? Feeling shy? I can pee too if you like?” He reached for the button on his jeans and I shuddered.
“God no, please don’t. Can you at least not look at me while I’m going? It’s… it’s too weird.”
He rolled his eyes again, resting back against the door like he had before, but this time he closed his eyes. Was that all the leeway I’d get?
I hurriedly undid my shorts and shoved them and my underwear down, so I could empty my bladder at last. It took a few moments before I finally relaxed enough to let go, but the moment I started, I heard Blaze chuckling.
“It’s not like I can’t hear you pissing, Anneka. Oh don’t stop, I know how much that hurts. Let it all out, so I can get you back to bed.”
I forced myself to finish going, even though it was mortifying to do it in front of him. I always knew Blaze was a creep, but this was a level of twisted that I never even imagined.
As I flushed the toilet, and started washing my hands, I suddenly realised he was right behind me, and lifted my head to look at the mirror on the cabinet in front of me. He was watching me over the top of my head, leaning forward to rest his hands either side of the sink, trapping me with his whole body.
“I know you think somehow you’re going to get out of this, Anneka, but I just want to make sure that little flicker of hope dies sooner rather than later. Even if you somehow managed to overpower me, this place is locked up so tight, you’d never get out. Even if you somehow managed that, we’re in the middle of nowhere, and you’d never even find the road. You’d die out there wishing that you’d just stayed here with me. See, I might hate you, but I’ll keep you safe here.” His eyes narrowed at me then. “As long as you do as you’re told.”
I closed my eyes, and his hand landed on my shoulder, making me jump, before it trailed up to grip my jaw in a painful hold.
“Don’t hide from me ever. Your eyes stay on me whenever I’m in the room with you.”
Blaze
Now I was so close to her, and touching her again, I wasn’t sure I could hold back from having her. I’d waited so long, watched her, monitored her online, and now she was right in front of me.Mine.
“When I touch you, you watch me as I watch you. I want to know how everything feels, because you owe me that. You owe me for the way you messed up my life.”
“Messed… what? What did I do?”
I dug the knife out of my pocket and used it to slice the back of her top, opening it completely, and then I cut through her bra, proving to her that she’d never wear it again. I closed the knife and tucked it in my pocket again, before I shoved her clothes down, baring her chest to me, even as she gasped and tried to stop me.
“You ruined things for me. You made senior school a living hell, and you never even apologised, Anneka.”
I pinned her hands down against the sink, and cupped one of her full breasts, squeezing it brutally before I trailed my thumb over her nipple.
“Stop!”
“Nope. You owe me, Anneka.” I pinched her nipple and smiled as she hissed in a sharp, pained breath.
“When I fuck you, you’ll fight me at first, and that’s okay, but it won’t stop me. Nothing will. I’m what you created, Anneka. I’m who I am because of you, because of what you did. This is what you deserve.”
I looped my hand around her throat, watching her eyes widen with panic.
“You walk with me now, or I’ll choke you unconscious and carry you. Nothing will change the outcome though.”
She started frantically pulling at my fingers, even as I pinched her nipple again and pulled on it. It had to hurt more than my hand around her throat, but she was focusing on the threat, without realising it was me,all of me.
“Anneka.”
She sagged slightly in my hold. “I’ll walk, so you can let go of me.”
“Nice try.” I dragged her away from the sink and walked her back to her bedroom trapped against me, relishing every bump and rub against me as I propelled her forward. When we reached her bed, I turned her around and gripped her jaw, tilting her face to meet my eyes.
“You could have been nice, Anneka. You could have been my friend, but instead you ruined my life. I wanted to love you, just love you, and now I can’t get past how much I want to hurt you instead. All you had to do was be nice to me.” I shoved her back and unfastened her jeans, pulling them down her legs and tossing them behind me, removing her underwear and socks at the same time.