She swallowed hard, and gave me a small smile, nodding her head. It was the best she could do for now, but I really hoped we’d get to a point where she’d be more verbal about things like this. I pressed play, and rested my hand on the bed between us. As the video started, I felt Tori reach over and slide her hand into mine, and fuck yeah, I’ll take that.
The video was a little shaky at first, and then her voice came through the speaker, as she explained that she was doing this for me. I squeezed her hand in thanks, but actually I felt strangely nervous about watching this with her. I’ve never seen myself during sex. I mean, it’s the opposite of what I’m usually looking for, and this wasn’t remotely anything like a normal situation.
She’d angled the phone so that it could see me, stretched out and tied to my bed, out cold. It was bizarre to see myself so vulnerable, and unaware of everything around me. In this life, you better be damn aware of everything when you’re out collecting shipments, and doing the other borderline, or outright, illegal things we do. Losing concentration out there can mean you don’t survive.
I watched as she reached out and started stroking my cock, tracing it with her thumb, and Jesus… I was already starting to get hard. The very thought of her touching me like that… her hand stroking me. I wished I’d known, that I could have felt it. I adjusted position as my pants started to feel too damn tight.
Fucking hell. I watched as she leaned over and took my cock deep into her mouth, and I couldn’t help it, letting out a low groan. I tried to keep quiet, but I caught Tori turning to look atme for a moment. Jesus. I really wanted to jerk off, my cock was so fucking hard, painfully so.
“Ryder, don’t hold back if you want to enjoy it,” she whispered, and I clicked pause on the video for a moment.
“I’m so fucking turned on by this. I shouldn’t be, but I am. I’ve never felt you touching me like this, but seeing it… literally witnessing it happening… yeah, it’s hotter than I expected.”
“So enjoy it. You won’t scare me.” She looked serious, firm.
“What about you?”
She fixed her eyes on the laptop, avoiding my gaze, distancing herself from the situation.
“What about me?”
I bit back the urge to grab her hair, and make her face me, choosing instead to lean close and whisper in her ear.
“Are you enjoying it, Tori? Is it making you wet, seeing us together? Remembering how it felt to touch me? Remembering how I taste? Does it make you want to slide your fingers inside your wet pussy, and ride them beside me while I jack off right here? While I fuck my fist?”
Her breathing was faster, and her hand in mine was twitching, like she wanted to pull away but she wasn’t sure.
“Tori?” She finally looked at me, and fuck… the expression on her face told me everything. Her eyes were slightly glassy, her pupils dilated, and her teeth were worrying at that bottom lip, her cheeks pink and flushed.
“You are, aren’t you? You’re aroused.”
She took a deep breath, and it sounded a little shaky.
“Maybe.”
I squeezed her hand gently. “So… if I get my dick out right now, are you gonna freak out?”
She stared at my lap, and shook her head.
“I know you won’t hurt me.”
“Damn right I won’t, but I’m gonna jerk this bastard off until I blow, because I’m so fucking turned on seeing us together. Are you gonna slip your fingers into those pants, and tease your clit for me?”
She shuddered, pulling her hand from mine.Shit.
“Tori…”
“I’m right handed, dammit. I need that hand.”
Oh. I burst out laughing. “Okay, good. So let’s get to it. I’m gonna restart the video, and we’re both gonna wank ourselves off while we watch it, right?”
She did another one of those shuddery breaths, but nodded, a determined look on her face.
“Good girl, Tori. Let’s enjoy ourselves, while we watch you enjoy me.”
I hit play on the video, and carefully unzipped my jeans, popping the button, and hiking them over my ass and out of the way, so I could slide my cock from my underwear. It was like the sweetest relief.Free at last. Fucking hell. When I wrapped my hand around it, I almost blew my load right away. This was the most intense and bizarre situation I’d been in, and I was loving every second of it.
I deliberately didn’t watch Tori, as much as I wanted to feast my eyes on every single fucking moment, but I knew from her movements, that she’d slipped a hand inside her sweatpants, and was fingering herself.Yes.