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“Baby, you have to be over here. I’m doing this for you.”
I didn’t want him to.I was afraid. I was turned on, but so afraid, and it was too weird. Having Ice here, at such an intimate moment, was just freaky.
Ice was checking the syringe, releasing a few drops of the contents, to ensure no air could get pushed into Ryder’s vein. I was glad he was so on the ball with this stuff, because I wouldn’t have had any idea what to do.
“Ryder, I’m scared.” He grabbed my hand, as I sat beside him.
“Baby, worst case scenario, it’s not enough to do a damn thing. Best case? We get to fuck.”
It was insanity, but despite my fear… I really wanted to try.
Ryder
She was freaked out,but I didn’t care. Twice now we’d had sex, and both times I didn’t even fucking know about it until after. I managed to watch after the fact, and it was hot. It just wasn’t enough. I wanted to fuckingfeelitas it happened. I didn’t care if she had the control, I didn’t care if I was submitting to her, instead of taking her. I just fucking wanted to be with her. However we could make it happen.
Ice was pissed, and no doubt he’d kick my ass later, because I’d put him on the spot, and we both knew it. Threw him right under the fucking bus. He didn’t want to get this stuff for me. Didn’t want anything to do with it. He definitely didn’t want to bring this stuff to me, and now? Now I was forcing him to be a part of it. Truth be told, he should probably stay close, but there was no way I wanted him witnessing this.
“Tori, after he’s dosed me and we know I’m okay, if we’re doing this, Ice is gonna fuck off. But he’s gonna keep his phone close. We have any issues of the life threatening kind, you ring him, right?”
Ice groaned. “And you cover up his junk before you let me in, yeah?”
Tori frowned, still looking a little bemused at everything going on around her.
“Hang on… about that…”
I grinned at her. “Way ahead of you, babe. Already took a little blue pill, and it’s definitely starting to work.” I grabbed her hand and stuck it over the bulge in my jeans, and she gasped.
“Fuck’s sake, can we get this over with, so I can go and put something inmyfucking body to help me forget this?” Ice grumbled.
I nodded, and then winced as he slid the needle into a vein in my neck.
“Really?”
He shrugged. “It’ll hit faster. I’ve only given you like the barest amount though. It might not even do anything.”
He wrapped the syringe in a cloth, and tucked it into the front pocket on his cut.
“Yeah, despite how much it creeps me out, I’m keeping this, so you don’t go rogue on me.” He smirked at me, but I wasn’t listening though. Something weird was happening already. Irolled my head back on the pillow, as a strange feeling settled inside me.
“Ryder?”
Ice leaned over me, and I could feel Tori squeezing my hand, but I couldn’t squeeze it back.
“Jesus.”
“Is he… Are you okay?”
I tried to tilt my face to look at her, to reassure her, but it wouldn’t move.
“Fucking hell.”
“Talk to me, brother.” Ice grabbed my face, slapping my cheek lightly.
“I can’t move,” I muttered, focusing on each arm and leg. It wasn’t strictly true. I could twitch them a little, but I couldn’t lift them, or even clench a fist. There was no strength there at all.It was the strangest feeling.
Tori leaned over me, stroking my cheek, after Ice backed off.
“Can you feel this?”
