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Iwas nervous asfuck, but I could see that she wanted this. Me. She just couldn’t risk anything other than her terms, her way, and as much as I’d never admit it to anyone else, I’d give her full control in the bedroom if it helped her heal.
I found the rope and handed it to her, then I pointed at the meds. “You wanna make that shit up, or whatever?”
She swallowed hard, grabbing a glass and half filling it with water, then she fiddled with the vial of GHB, before bringing me the glass, and one of the blue pills.
“It’ll be easier if you just wash the pill down with this.”
Jesus Christ. It was even more unnerving, knowing that I had to willingly take the damn stuff too. I’m not sure what I’d expected, but I didn’t envision her handing me a glass and a pill, and me having to choose to drink it.
I took a deep breath, staring at the glass for a moment, then I drained the contents, washing down the small pill, and she led me to the bed.
“It had no taste,” I muttered dumbly to her, “I thought it’d taste bitter or something.”
She shook her head. “That’s how people don’t know they’re being drugged. It’s odourless, tasteless, and colourless. Evil stuff, really.”
I was expecting to feel woozy, but so far I felt no different at all. Did she not give me enough of the stuff?
“What do we do now?” I asked Tori, and she frowned, gesturing to my clothes.
“Uh… it’d be easier for me if we can get you naked and tied up, before you’re out of it. You’re kinda big.”
I smirked at her, offering what I hoped was a sexy wink.
“You say all the nicest things, babe.”
She giggled, and then covered her mouth.
“You’re kinda cute sometimes, Ryder.”
I pretended to bow, and staggered a little when I lifted my head again.
“Oh… yes, it hit you fast last time too. Hurry, we need to get you naked.”
“No complaints here, babe.” I lifted off my t-shirt and dropped it on the floor, undid my jeans, and slipped them down, with my underwear, and then I sat heavily on the bed. I managed to get my jeans off over my bare feet, and my underwear, but then I was already starting to feel a little out of it.
“Jesus… I feel weird.”
I slumped back on the bed, and Tori groaned.
“Ryder, I need you up on the bed properly. Come on.” At her direction, I managed to move up onto the bed, with my head on the pillows, but by then, it was like my body wasn’t really listening to my commands anymore.
The last thing I saw, before my eyes drifted closed, was Tori leaning over me, her bottom lip caught between her teeth.
Twenty-Eight
By the time I’dfitted the handcuffs, with his large arms looped behind his head, he was out of it. It was the strangest sense of power and security that washed over me as I stared down at him. Naked. Restrained. Drugged.Vulnerable.
The trust he’d put in me, by letting me do this, was incredible. I knew I could have used this opportunity to run from him, from this place, but I didn’t want to leave his side. Putting him in this state made his safety my responsibility now. I’d used a much smaller dose than before, because I didn’t want him to be out all damn night, but also after that other man had died, I realised just how dangerous this really was.
I’d never have suggested it, or risked trying it again, but Ryder had made this happen this time, and maybe he was right. The second I realised just what he was offering, what a sacrifice he was willingly making, I couldn’t turn it down. I didn’t want to, because I wanted him again. I’d always wanted him again, but I never dreamed I’d get the chance.
He looked so peaceful, sprawled on the bed, his face relaxed and calm, his lips parted a little as he breathed. His breathing was steady and even. I’d used the rope he supplied to tie his ankles down, and now he was prone and at my mercy.Again.
The Viagra was working, or he’d been truthful about how horny he’d been, because he’d already been hard the whole time I’d been tying him up. I stared at his cock, remembering how great it felt inside me. How it had brought me so much pleasure. How I desperately wanted to feel that pleasure again, so I could overwrite the beast’s tainted touch at the same time.
Could I touch it again? I reached for it, and swallowed hard as my hand paused by his hip.
Last time we’d done this he’d been unwilling and unaware, and even after, he wasn’t really sure what had happened, and once again, we’d be doing something only I could remember. I got up from the bed, and looked for his phone, finding it in his jeans pocket. If he’d retrieved mine from anywhere, I didn’t have it back yet. Maybe it had been lost.
