Page 10 of Has-Been
“Okay, I get it. She’s off limits or he is, whatever. I’m easy. So that’s a no to being my wingman?”
I showed him a middle finger as I crouched down to retrieve the largest fucking piece of my day’s work.
“I’ll see if Micro’s up for it then. You know he likes any opportunity to prove his name’s ironic, or at least he tells us it is.”
I didn’t even acknowledge him, because I was staring at a scuff mark that was gonna set me back hours. What a fucking nightmare.
Elise
DespitemychatwithSeth, you know, the part where it was going so well, and he was actually listening, it ended frustratingly with another spat, and me telling him to get lost. It seemed that even if he was willing to butt out of my life so I could make friends, he was still declaring all of his brothers off limits to me, and I was so tired of him laying down the law like that.
I spent the rest of the day alone and bored, and went to bed early. I took my kindle with me, and my third glass of wine. You see, we ladies who aren’t getting any… we let our fingers do the walking, and it almost always goes along with whatever smutty things we’re reading at the time.
As a frustrated virgin, who’d spent way too much time getting herself off, and wishing anyone else would want to touch her in that way, I had a massive collection of books at my disposal, all with plenty of filthy sex scenes in. I’d even bookmarked my favourites for when I really needed to get off.
It wasn’t my only method though. My other dirty little secret was that I enjoyed watching online porn, and getting off to that instead.
When my book wasn’t doing it for me, I always went for my phone next, and scrolled through graphic hardcore videos, looking for something arousing.
Imagine my surprise when I saw, among the ‘new uploads’, references to ababy-faced biker. You could say that was definitely my type, and I hadn’t seen that as an option before, because believe me, I’d tried searching for someone who could turn me on like Has-Been.
There were three videos with that tag, and from the first few moments of the first one, I realised what I was looking at, or more accurately, who I was looking at… A tremor ran from my head to my toes, as I recognised the man of my dreams.Has-Been. I hated the fact that he was touching another woman, but wow… I’d expected hotness under his clothes, but he was next level hot.
He was tall, wiry, strong, so strong, and as he pushed the brunette woman face down on the mattress, with her hips angled up for him, I finally caught sight of it. Oh god, it was big. It was a little scary, but watching him stroking his dick as he fingered the woman… wow, my fingers slipped between my legs, so I could pretend it was me he was touching like that. I couldn’t push them inside me like that, because my hymen was literally still intact, and that was how I knew that his dick, that huge thing he was now dragging back and forth between her legs… that was really going to hurt if we ever got that far.
I teased at my clit, wishing I could have brought my vibrator with me, but I hadn’t wanted to get caught with it when Has-Been took me to get my things that day. The video ended rather suddenly, and I stopped stroking my clit while I awkwardly selected the second video.
Oh my god, this video… in this one he was fucking her, and… well, he’d warned me he wasn’t a gentle guy. The sounds she made, with the tiny amount of volume I’d risked selecting, they were almost pained sounds, like he was hurting her. Her face was scrunched up and she kept fisting the bed covers as she took each thrust. I could hear their bodies slapping together as he kept fucking her so ruthlessly, and then the camera angle changed.
My orgasm came suddenly and without enough warning, and that’s when I realised I was watching his dick plunging, not into her pussy after all, but her ass.He was fucking her ass that hard. For a moment I was shocked, even as my orgasm still lingered, sending last little tingles through me. He was into anal. Why hadn’t I considered that? Seth had said before how depraved bikers could be, and was it really that depraved? I came hard watching it, and I finished the video, watching him use a toy to get her off before he finished, tugging his hard cock out of her ass at the last moment, and jerking it, painting her ass with his cum.
I shouldn’t have watched that. I shouldn’t have invaded his privacy like that, because I knew him. But that tiny voice in the back of my head kept reminding me that if he didn’t want it seen, he wouldn’t have let it be uploaded to a porn site.
I decided to save the third video for another night, but I saved them all to my favourites list, so I could find them again. I had no idea Has-Been was a porn star, but I knew I’d watch those videos again and again until maybe I had a chance to experience the real thing. Suddenly my biggest fear was that this would be all I’d ever have of him.
Seven
Ididmybesttokeep away from Elise, even though every waking moment was filled with thoughts of her. When I was offered the opportunity to go and assist Ice with an off-site project, I jumped at the chance, because I needed something other than my incredibly weak willpower to keep me from dragging her into my room and plundering that sweet body of hers.
Ice hadn’t long been back on his bike, and as a result, he was doing his best to leave me behind as he took off at a rapid speed. I let him have his fun, and caught up with him at the first set of lights to hold us back. He shot me a smirk, and did the same thing again as soon as the light turned green.
We were heading out of town and probably staying overnight, but it was where we were going that was the interesting part. I knew we had mafia connections now, because of course Ryder’s old lady was the daughter of a damn mafia don, but I’d only met the bastard briefly before.
Now we were literally on our way to his compound, because Reacher had asked for help with the serial killer problem. It wasn’t what I’d have done, but at the same time, I didn’t know what it was like to be a Club President, and have so much shit to deal with.
Our club had been caught up in a lot of shit lately, and it severely damaged Reacher and Stitch’s attempts to legitimise the club, and distance themselves from most of the illegal stuff the club had always had involvement with.
We pulled up at the heavy gates for the compound nearly an hour later, after a brief stop for breakfast, and Ice chatted with the suited guy who came out of a gatehouse to talk to him.
Once we were allowed through the gates, I followed Ice to where we’d been told to park up, and then we regretfully parted with our bikes to head for the house.
“Oh, before we go in, man. I had to pull another six videos of you overnight.”
My feet suddenly felt rooted to the gravel drive.
“What the fuck? Where are they coming from? I thought we had them all.”
Ice groaned, running a hand over his buzzcut head. We’d been enemies for so long that it still felt weird to be on the same side at last, but his issues with me had been down to an emotional trigger my old tv show had created in him, as a child in a violent home. Once he’d realised that, and come to terms with it, his old animosity had faded away and we’d buried the hatchet at last.
