Page 30 of Has-Been
“Stop putting yourself down then, because I want you. You’re all I can think about, and if you keep putting yourself down, then really what you’re doing is judging my taste in men, and my ability to make adult decisions. Is that what you’re doing, Has?”
He nuzzled my neck, his lips touching down briefly, sending tingles along my spine.
“You’re a wily one, babe. Get this though, no matter how much I know I’m not worthy of you, I’m also enough of an asshole to know that it won’t stop me having you. Not anymore. You were meant for me, and I’m through depriving myself of what I need. What we both need.”
Nineteen
SomewouldsaythatI’d already taken things too far, because this beautiful girl was in lockdown for her own safety, and I’d whisked her away from that safe haven, just so I could get my end away. Not that I planned to fuck her out here in the middle of nowhere. I meant what I said about her first time being special, and I’d move heaven and earth to give her that.
For tonight though, I just wanted to give her something, something that showed her how much she means to me. How wanted and needed she is. Her self esteem seemed to be dropping by the day, and it had already started from way too low down. She needed to know the impact she had on the people around her.
I pressed myself tighter against her, just so I could feel her against my cock, even though I’d literally just said that only a lesser man would do it.
“Here’s the question, sweet girl… you can have one more first tonight, so what do you want? I’ll give you anything you want.” I half hoped she’d say she wanted to fuck, even though I wanted it to be at the right time, to be memorable for all the right reasons. I was so desperate for her that I felt like I was losing my mind.
Her breath caught in her throat at my question.
“Anything?”
Fuck yes.I’d literally give her any damn thing she asked me for.
“Anything, babe. What do you want me to do to you? You want me to make you come? Want me to get you off, babe? I bet you look so fucking sexy when you’re mid-orgasm, your body erupting with pleasure, your mind short-circuiting as it blasts through you.”
“Oh god.”
I moved one of my hands, so I could reach up and stroke her hair back from her neck, pushing the neck of her hoody aside, so I could press my lips against her neck again. Once more she shivered at the touch of my lips, and I couldn’t help but do it again, smiling against her skin when I felt another of those full body shivers from her.
“Do you trust me, Elise?”
“Of course.” She didn’t hesitate for even a second, and I rewarded her with another soft kiss against the tender skin of her throat.
“So tell me what you want. Tell me how I can give you pleasure tonight. Tell me where you want my fingers, or my lips, and I’ll put them there right now.”
Another delightful shudder in response.
“Just your fingers or your lips?”
Did she sound a little disappointed? I chuckled, nuzzling her throat.
“Babe, the things I can do with my fingers and my lips will make you scream. You can trust me on that.”
I slid my hand from her hip to her stomach, cradling her against me as I rubbed against her from behind.
“Are you wet for me, Elise? Is that sweet virginal pussy dripping with need for me?”
Elise
Hiswordsweredirtyand seductive, and perfect. His lips against my throat, I mean, I had no idea how amazing that could feel. Every word he spoke tickled my skin, and then he’d tease me with his lips, so soft and yet with the slight prickle of stubble. It was all new. Everything was. It made choosing one thing for tonight really difficult, because there were so many things I wanted to try.
He rocked against me again and I practically sagged against him.
“Please, Has… please make me come.”
He uttered a soft groan against my throat.
“How?”
I slid my hand over his as it rested on my stomach, threading my fingers between his.
