Page 47 of Has-Been
He grinned. “I gotta go careful or I’ll hurt you, babe. You’ll be sore after as it is.”
“But… I saw…”
“You want me to fuck you hard like you saw me doing in those fucking videos?”
He looked a little shamed, and I didn’t want him to. I wanted him to see how sexy it was, how it looked to me, how it made me yearn for him.
“It… I just thought that’s what you’d do, that’s all.”
His face relaxed into a grin.
“Next time, babe. Next time when you’re not gonna be so tender. Yeah, next time I’ll fuck your brains out. Pound my cock so deep and hard into you, that you’ll be screaming my name for the whole fucking clubhouse to hear.” He chuckled then.
“Oh yeah, you like the sound of that, don’t you? Clamping down on my dick like you wanna swallow it.”
Oh god. If he kept saying things like that I’d lose my mind. Has eased a hand down between us, and started stroking at my clit, as he moved a little harder and a little faster. Pleasure was starting to tingle and unfurl inside me, setting off little mini explosions, before I suddenly released a long low moan, followed by a few gasped ‘oh god, oh god’ moments.
Has was grinning widely, and then he threw his head back on a murmured ‘fuck yes’, and his hips stuttered against mine several times before he stilled. His breathing was as ragged as mine, when he leaned down and kissed me again.
“Babe, I hope that was as perfect for you as it was for me.” I nodded, and hugged him tight against me, his warm, slightly sweaty skin against my own.
I couldn’t speak yet, or make sense with my words, but when he eased back, and I felt him pulling out of me. It was the strangest feeling, that emptiness, the gentle stinging sensation down there.
“You okay?” I nodded, lifting up on my elbows to watch him as he moved.
“I can’t believe that was it.”
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Wow…waytomakea man feel good. I thought I made it good for her, but was she seriously disappointed?Fuck.
“Babe? It wasn’t good?”
Elise started giggling, which also made me feel like I’d completely misjudged the whole situation. Had I just completely messed up her first time, did I not leave her with a memory she’d be pleased to look back on after all?
“Don’t be ridiculous! That’s not what I mean at all. I mean… I’m not a virgin anymore. I feel kind of different, but…”
She fell quiet for a moment.
“I guess I’d prepared myself for it being really painful, from what I’ve read and what people say, but it really wasn’t. It was just wonderful.”
Thank fuck for that. I felt like she’d just aged me by ten years! Elise leaned over and fixed her eyes on my cock, which was still not quite soft yet. She clearly noticed the tiny smear of blood, which I just didn’t have the heart to wipe away.
“I thought there would be more blood.”
I grinned, and dragged her into my arms, draping her over my chest for a moment.
“Nah… it sounds like there’s a lot of bullshitting out there about it, babe. I’m so proud of you though, and proud that you trusted me to be the one.”
She lifted her head again to look me in the eye.
“It always had to be you, Has. You’re my one, my best, and my only. Forever.”
Fuck yeah, I’d take that. “Damn straight, babe. You’re mine now, so mine is the only cock you get to ride, yeah?”
Her smile could have lit up the fucking room. In fact, it fucking did. It was pure happiness, and I put it there. It was because of me. Did I feel some of the gaping hole inside me filling up just with that one smile? Damn right. Maybe she was who I’d been waiting for ever since my soul was destroyed. The cure to everything I’ve suffered.
“Babe, do me a favour?”
