Page 53 of Has-Been
“Loud and clear, Mistress. I won’t be a bad boy again,” he leaned closer to her, “not unless you ask real nicely.”
She backed up, shaking her head, and gathered up the few things the nurse had left behind when she cleaned up after her.
“Get him out of my hair, please, gents, and you’ll notice I called you ‘gents’, and not ‘boys’, or ‘lads’, or any other insulting moniker.”
We were all watching her as she left.
“The fuck did you do to piss her off like that, man?”
Torch shoved the curtain further back and watched her disappear through a door.
“I think she likes me.”
Yeah, he definitely took one hell of a knock to his head.
Elise
Lissastoppedbytosee me, and I was beyond grateful for the visit, because I was bored, lonely and frustrated as hell. Of course, I had my suspicions for why she was even here with me, but I’d take any company I could get right now.
“How are you holding up, babe?” She took the coffee I offered her, murmuring her thanks as she sat on the sofa.
I joined her, my hands wrapped around a mug of my own, breathing in the aroma for a moment.
“I mean, I feel like what happened out there is already a distant memory, so I really don’t think I’m suffering any lasting effects from it.”
Lissa turned in her seat, pushing her lush red hair over her shoulders. I wished my hair was as luscious and thick as hers. What if Has preferred women like her? Had the girls in the video been more like her than me?
“Elise? You’re lost in thought, but you know, I’m the one person you can share anything with, right? I won’t breathe a word. It’s literally my job to keep your secrets.”
I let out a slow breath. “Last night I lost my virginity to Has-Been, and it was… it was amazing. Is it supposed to be that wonderful?”
Lissa’s mouth dropped open, and then a wide smile spread across her face.
“I have so many questions, but I need to remember this isn’t just a girl chat. Oh my god. Has-Been. It couldn’t have been a nicer guy; he really is one of the good ones. I bet he treated you like a princess.”
It was nice to have someone speak so highly of him, after the way my brother had been behaving lately, even though he’d previously always talked about him like he adored him.
I took a sip of my coffee, trying to find the right words… but were there really any wrong ones anyway?
“I always thought it’d be unpleasant, or painful. I mean, I’ve read books where the first time is really horrible, and even though I wanted to get rid of it, I was scared too. He was… he was sweet, and gentle, and kept telling me it was okay to stop, and… it was perfect. I’m so glad he finally gave in, you know?”
Lissa giggled, curling her legs under her. Definitely settling in for girl talk time.
“It sounds like you had a dream first time. I think for many of us it’s something we don’t really care to remember because it was a disappointment. Of course, those of us who were dumb enough to do it with the wrong person probably have all the wrong emotions tied to the experience.”
That made sense, and I felt bad for every woman who didn’t have a first time as epic as mine.
“I’ve never come so hard in my life.”
Lissa sighed, a blissful smile on her face.
“Isn’t it perfect when it’s the right man? I feel like there was nobody before Ice. He’s just… he’s so hot and forceful and… my god… that sounds so bad, but it’s not like that. We enjoy that stuff.” Lissa’s cheeks were bright red, and she chewed her lip as she watched me for my reaction.
“Hey, former virgin here, not going to judge, but I want to try everything. I’ve seen what Has can be like, in those online videos, and I’m not ashamed to admit I want to feel how rough he can be. It looks so sexy.”
Lissa grabbed my arm, her mouth dropping open.
“You know about the videos? My god, I bet he’s been freaking out about you seeing them. He’s been so mortified, ever since they started getting uploaded.”
