Page 187 of Indulge
He sucks on my clit expertly, hitting the right spots inside me with his fingers.
And I fall apart.
This was different from the first.
Sensual. Gentle. So fucking hot.
And I shatter, violently, not from touch, but from everything I can’t see. Accepting that even if I am in control of these games, these men will always have power over me.
Power I choose to give them.
Power I trust them with.
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I sit back on my heels, wiping my mouth before pressing a slow kiss against her thigh.
Reggie went hard, so I went soft.
That’s the balance she needs, the mix of surrender and safety, rough and gentle.
It’s what makes this impossible.
We’re different men, giving her different pieces of the same addiction.
And she takes them both like she was built for it.
I push to my feet, forcing myself back into my chair, keeping my gaze down.
My pulse is still hammering, every breath too shallow.
I don’t look at Reggie. I don’t have to. The air between us hums with a dangerous understanding.
When Bella finally peels the blindfold away, the world comes back in fragments, her lashes wet, her lips parted, her pupils wide and dazed.
Desire sits heavy in her eyes, a storm she’s not ready to name.
She opens her mouth, but nothing comes out.
No quip. No tease. Just a shaky breath that lands like a confession.
“Want some water, Princess?” Reggie’s voice cuts the silence.
She looks between us, her gaze flicks from his clenched jaw to my still hands. Like she’s trying to decide which of us broke her and which one will help her put herself back together.
Neither of us moves. And I can’t tell if the game is over or if it’s only just begun.
She blinks a few times, trying to focus, the edges of her lipstick smudged and her breathing still uneven.
I can almost see her switching from prey to predator again, piecing herself back together behind those eyes.
Her voice is low when it comes, still rasped from everything that just happened.
“The man who went first,” she says, letting the silence stretch before she finishes, “won that round. Only just.”
The words hit harder than they should.
