Page 69 of Indulge
She squeezes my dick, and that steals my breath away. I place my hand over hers to slow her down.
“I don’t need to come, not yet. I want you to taste every last drop when I do,” I whisper against her cheek.
And then reality crashes down over me as my chest heaves.
She. Is. Not. Mine.
And it really feels like I just broke the rules.
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BELLA
It’s like a light switch turned off in him.
I’m still trembling in his hold. But that guilt on his face is clear.
I cup his face, bringing him back to me.
“Rowan,” I whisper, bringing his eyes to mine.
His hand tightens around mine, his dick still pulsing in my hand.
“You’re my brother’s. Not mine,” he tells me, almost defeated.
I shake my head. Leaning in, I run my tongue along his jaw.
“I’m not anyone's. Please don’t stop this, Ro. Please."
I need him. I want more.
This is the first time in years that I’ve felt respected by a man. Where one has made me come. He shattered me with three fingers.
That spark between us is real and worthy of exploring. Regardless of everything else going on. My heart stills. Reggie.
He’s made his stance clear. I’m not his. I’m just part of the alliance. Why should that stop us now when it feels so right?
“This is wrong, Bella. So fuckin’ wrong.”
He releases his hand, letting me stroke his cock. The water falls over us, my body starting to cool against the tiles. But that fire inside? It’s there for him.
“No. What’s wrong is denying that we want each other a second longer than we need to.”
I place my hand around his throat, noticing he sparked to life when I did that earlier.
“You’re marrying my brother, precious. It’s different. I’m not sure I really have permission to have you. We have rules.”
A smile spreads across my lips.
“You had permission to finger fuck me in the shower?”
His jaw twitches. That internal battle raging inside him, but I intend to win.
“Well, no. Yes? I don’t know! But I saw how Reggie reacted to you. I think he wants you, Bel.”
Shaking my head, I press my lips against his softly.
I think I’ve worked him out. And that makes me giddy with excitement.
