Page 24 of A Very Killer Christmas
She doesn’t move, so I slide my hand to her hip and position it for a better angle. It feels natural. Just a moment ago, she begged for my cock in my dream, and who am I to deny my sweetheart what she wants?
“Fuck, you feel good,” I grunt, flexing my hips until my throbbing erection is deliciously snug between our bodies. “Such a sweet girl. Move for me, baby.”
“Um… But Rowley…”
She sounds breathy and needy, but there’s a note of hesitation in her voice. It makes me frown even as I writhe against her, sliding my dick against the curve of her buttock. Our clothes are in the way. I should undress us. Right now.
“Yeah? What is it?”
“You… You should stop.”
Immediately, I do. I freeze, all of my body stuck to her back, and we just breathe, both fast and shallow, both strained.
Enough blood leaves my crotch to turn my brain back on. Cold reality stares me in the face. I fucked up.
“Goddammit,” I hiss under my breath, making her flinch. I bite back another curse. “I’m sorry, baby. I’m so, so sorry. Please don’t hate me.”
I make to get out of bed when she grabs my hand and gently, hesitantly holds me in place. I only see the side of her face. Her eyes seem to be scrunched shut.
“I don’t hate you.” Her voice is quiet, and there’s that quivering note in it, something innocent and curious that my testosterone-addled brain translates as arousal. “I just… It’s… Stay. But maybe slow down a little. I’ve never…”
She breaks off, and the curve of her cheek is red, her grip on my hand tight. I exhale in a rush, realizing the full meaning of her words while a choir of angels breaks out into song somewhere in the back of my brain.
She wants me.
But she’s a virgin, and she’s afraid.
That’s okay. I’ll be the gentlest, sweetest, most considerate fucking lover she could ever wish for.
“Shh, baby,” I whisper, squeezing her hand back as I relax until our bodies are molded together, the most perfect fit. “It will be okay. I’ll take care of you.”
Chapter 11
Prudence
My entire body feels flushed and sticky, buzzing with an unfamiliar sort of urgency. Something has to happen, it has to happen right now, but I’m not sure what exactly it is that I want.
Only that Rowley can’t leave. He must stay here.
“Breathe for me, sweetheart,” he says, voice so gentle, I immediately do as he says. I feel safe. He said he’ll take care of me, and I believe him.
“That’s it. Take another deep breath. Mmm, nice, isn’t it? There you go. Feel how soft your body is? You feel so much more when you’re relaxed.”
I’m about to say that yes, it feels good, when his lips press to the side of my neck in a hot, open-mouthed kiss. I cry out, all muscles instantly tensing as sensation rips through me inscalding waves. Tingles break down my skin. It’s like electricity, yet worse, because it pulses deep in my body and cannot be turned off.
He finishes the kiss with a hot, languorous lick, and a whiny, animalistic sound pulls out of my throat. I don’t have time to be embarrassed about it, because he answers in kind, a deep, grating groan vibrating against my wet skin where his lips press again.
It’s okay, then. He makes sounds, too.
“That was beautiful,” he says, hot breath fanning my nape when he slides his lips to another spot. “I love that sound, baby. I love to hear how much you enjoy it, so don’t hold back. Do whatever feels good, whatever you want.”
He sucks on my skin, and a shot of heat sizzles down my spine, settling low in my belly. I buck against him with a sharp moan, and he grabs my hip and holds it, pressing himself to me.
And I have no comparison, no way of telling if I’m right unless I see it, but I have a strong suspicion he didn’t lie when he said he was a grower.
It feels like he hasgrown.Substantially. And all thatgrowthis pressed right between my butt cheeks.
“Damn, you’re hot,” he breathes, moving his lips against the ridges of my vertebrae. “If this wasn’t your first time, I’d pull down your shorts and fuck you hard. You have no idea howmuch control it takes to hold back, because you drive me crazy. But I’ll be patient. I’ll be good to you, baby. I promise.”
