Page 61 of Catch
Jett’s face is flushed as he looks around. No one’s about, so there’s no worry.
Against my better instincts, I let him go and walk away.
It’s strange that he’s more worried about people seeing us together than I am. Then again, he’s out, so it’s probably not because I’m a guy but because I’m me. That realization hitshard and it hurts. It shouldn’t surprise me, and yet it does. I know I have a reputation as a player, but it’s just that. I’m not a liar and I’m not a cheat. I’m open about the fact that I don’t do relationships. Although, what’s happening between me and Jett is different from anything that’s come before.
Not only is it the first time I’ve ever wanted a guy like this, but it’s also the first time I’ve been hung up on someone. Yes, even I can admit that there’s some kind of feeling involved here and it’s not only about sex. Not that I’d dare mention that to Jett at this point. Hell, I won’t even tell my friends. Truthfully, I don’t know what this thing is between me and Jett, only that I want to explore it and find out. Being close to him is more than a want, and after touching him, I don’t know if I can stop this obsession, no matter how many times I tell myself to let it go.
Lost in my head, I make my way back to the frat house.
I’m almost home when my phone buzzes.
Is Jett texting me? My heart accelerates so fast that I’m lightheaded.
But when I glance at my phone, it’s not him. It’s my brother, Harry.
Harry: The fighting has already started about Thanksgiving. Mom wants the three of us home, but Dad’s rented a cottage in Maine.
Ethan: It’s two months away. I can’t deal with it. I think I’ll stay in Vermont this year and avoid the headache altogether.
Harry: I don’t blame you. Maybe me and Cate can meet up with you?
Ethan: Why not? It’s better than bouncing from one dinner to the next and listening to them bitch all day as well as for the 364 days after.
Harry: You’re right. But they’re gonna be upset if we don’t see them.
Ethan: Let them be upset. They put us through this every year, every holiday. Fuck, every time we visit. I’m fed up. We deserve a peaceful holiday for once.
Harry: I’ll text Cate. How’s things at school?
Ethan: Things are good. We’ve got the National College Competition coming up and I’m a student ambassador representing the hockey team.
Harry: Awesome! Congrats. And your dating life?
Ethan: You know me, I’m having fun. Only…
Harry: Only what? Did you meet someone special?
Ethan: I meet a lot of people. It’s just that, well, I’ve been kind of obsessing over someone lately. Are you sure you want to hear this?
Harry: Fuck yes. This is big news. Details, now.
Ethan: You’re going to be shocked.
Harry: Nothing you do or say can shock me.
Fuck it, I’ve gotta tell someone.
Ethan: What if I told you that I’m not straight? That I’m bi.
I see three dots appear, then disappear. My nerves start to fray the longer I wait.
Harry: I’d say I’m not totally surprised.
Ethan: Really?
Harry: I’ve seen you flirt with everyone.
Ethan: Do I? Maybe you’re right. I never thought it meant anything until I met Jett. This guy’s got me all wound up. I’ve never felt like this before. He’s driving me out of my mind. It’s not like my usual fuck and run. It’s really intense.
