Page 139 of The Rules Of Attraction
The pieces of my broken heart were all being put back together. It started from when I first met him. All it took was that first look.
It sparked the reconstruction and as the weeks went by those little tingles were shards of my heart fitting together to make me whole. Today, and after what happened just now with Tom, enough of me had been repaired for me to know what was happening.
I felt myself and the strong woman I used to be return, as if she’d been placed back inside me.
I didn’t feel broken anymore, or like I was less of anything.
It was liberating and exciting.
And, all because of him.
Alex.
He healed me, but it wasn’t with this mere attraction thing we’d created. I knew the difference, and knew something for what it was when I felt and saw it.
I was healed with love.
“I am yours.” I told him getting lost in thought at this revelation.
His face brightened and I saw his heart reflect in the tenderness of his gaze
I opened my mouth to continue but he silenced me with his lips giving me a heated kiss that set my soul on fire.
Everything was pushed from my mind as the kiss swept me out of reality and into our dream world, reminding me that I craved and desired this man. He’d been able to mesmerize me with just a look and make me feel whole.
I couldn’t get enough of him.
There was something more personal about his touch today.
I noticed it straightaway.
Alex angled my mouth for a deeper kiss, pressing his lips more firmly to mine, waking every cell in my body.
He scooped me up into his arms and carried me upstairs to his bed, setting me down in the center gently.
We kissed and tore at each other’s clothes until we lay there naked, skin to skin against silky sheets.
His hands moved magically over me compelling me to arch into the curve of his body where I melted from the fire that consumed us.
My body welcomed him as he penetrated deeply, burrowing towards my core. My inner walls rippled against him and each thrust racked with pleasure.
Passion and heat flowed between us, pure and explosive. I could feel it everywhere and all around. As if it had taken on its own life force.
This was beyond sex. Beyond attraction and had no rules.
It was reaching a higher plane of thought and feeling.
It was something I’d never experienced before.
Pure bliss and contemned raged inside me, holding us in the bonds of ecstasy for what could have been eons.
It was only when a wild orgasm rippled through me, too intense to control, that I came back to earth.
My body buzzed from the experience, a million glowing stars sparkling around me. Around us.
Alex cried out his own release and collapsed next to me breathing heavily.
We were both trying to steady our breathing but he pulled me into his arms, close to his heart where I would have happily stayed forever.
