“No…I mean, yes. I mean, no!” I close my eyes and take a deep breath before I swallow down hard. “I’m just nervous.”
When I open my eyes again, there’s nothing but concern and empathy in his. “Nervous about what? Being here with me? Or sex in general?”
I bite the inside of my lip. “All of it. This whole night has been kind of surreal. And now…I’m naked in front of a man I just met and…”
“We can stop, baby.” His hand goes to my head, gently brushing his fingers through my hair soothingly. “I only want this if you’re one hundred percent OK with it. Otherwise, we wait.”
Shaking my head, I knit my brows together, confusion reigning supreme in my mind right now. “No. I don’t want that. I want to keep going. I really do. I just…I guess I just need to understand why.”
His eyebrows shoot up to his hairline. “Why?”
“Yeah. Like, why me? You’re… Oh my god, Kellen, you have to know how gorgeous andhotyou are. You’re the kind of guy who can click and haveanygirl he wants. What on god’s green earth possessed you to choose the biggest girl in the room?”
His brows lower and tighten as his other hand lifts to join the other, cupping me on either side of my face. “Because my heart told me to,” he whispers, looking so deep into my eyes that it’s like he can see my soul. “You walked into the bar, and all of a sudden, my heart kicked up a beat. Like finally, it figured out what its reason for being was. And the longer I looked at you, the more I felt sure—you were sent here forme.And for what it’s worth, Jade, I happen to think big is beautiful. And I thanked my lucky stars that the one woman my soul picked up and took notice of was built with curves like yours, because I swear to you, I could come just from looking at you. I’m rock hard and desperate to explore your body, over and over and over again. And I won’t have you doubtin’ for a minute that I’d wish for anything less than you are right now. To me, you’re absolutely fucking perfect. So I’m gonna ask you to lift that gorgeous chin of yours, take a deep breath and walk right across the room to that door over my left shoulder. I’m gonna follow on behind you with my dick in my hand, pleasuring myself while I watch your ass move. And when you get inside that room, I want you on your back, legs wide open, so I can get a good look at how wet I make you. How does that sound?” He tilts his head to the side, a sexy, amused glint in his eye as he watches me gape in surprise at the bluntness of his answer.
My insecurities are no match for a massive, muscular beast of a man who’s telling me—no,commanding me—to get into his bedroom and spread my legs. I’m nothing but a puddle of wanting jelly, and when I finally find my words, the only ones I have match the nodding movement of my head. “Yeah…uh…that sounds…erm…really good,” I manage, loving the way his smirk turns into a sultry grin.
“Then get movin’, sweetheart, before I come all over the floor instead of inside you.”
Kellen
As promised, I follow her into my room with my dick in my hand, stroking myself as I watch the gentle sway of her hips, and the bounce of her round ass with each step. If she isn’t perfect enough like that, she also adds in a coquettish look when she reaches the foot of my bed. Then she does exactly as I asked by sliding back, head on my pillows before she opens her knees wide for me. I’m about to explode.
“I really don’t wanna come unless it’s inside you, sweetheart. But this sight.” I hiss through my teeth, then tighten the grip around my dick, choking off my urge to let go here and now.
“Youreallylike looking at me, huh?” she asks, her voice husky as she runs her fingers down her side, inching toward her center.
“Like?” I move to the end of the bed and place my knee on the mattress. “I fuckinglovelooking at you. But what I love even more than looking, is touching you.”
Crawling up the bed, I pause when I’m between her legs, straightening up so I’m on my knees looking down at her luscious beauty.
“You have no clue how fucking filled with lust you make me feel, do you?” I say, reaching between us and running the tips of my fingers between her slick heat, groaning as her juices glide against my touch.
She gasps and arches up for me. “I’m starting to get an idea.”
“And I plan on showing you how wild you make me feel as often as possible.” A low rumble reverberates out of me as I push my fingers inside her body and massage her G-spot, loving the soft panting coming out of her parted lips as she locks eyes with mine.
“If it feels anywhere near as good as this, I’m here for that.”
“Yeah?”
“Mmm-hmm.”
“Well, when I’m finished with you, you’ll never question the way I feel about you again. I’m all in, Jade.” I add my thumb into the mix, teasing her clit while curling my fingers up. “This is just the beginning.”
“Ohhhh,” she moans, her hands flying out to the sides, her fingers fisting the sheets as I work with her body, driving her closer and closer to climax. I love the way she moans and writhes, fucking my hand with each tiny movement of her hips. And I love the way her face scrunches up, the way her mouth opens, and the sounds that escape her throat, higher pitched and louder the closer she gets to letting go. “Kellen!”
And when she lets go…well, I realize that not only do I lovewatchingher come. I alsolove her.
I’m never letting her go.
Jade
With the tip of his cock pressing against my aching and wanting entrance, Kellen leans his large body over mine and presses a gentle kiss against my lips. “Will it freak you out if I tell you, I’m already falling in love with you?”
I suck in a breath, my hands moving to the curve of his tattooed pecs as I search for sincerity in his eyes. “You’re serious?”
He nods. “And I’m scaring you too, aren’t I?”