Because I’m always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
20
JASON
The closer we get to Kira’s dorm, the more nervous I get, but not because of her. I really enjoyed talking to her at the bar. It’s what Ari put in my head before we left my apartment.
How the hell am I supposed to sit in a room with all of them and not think about them touching me?
“What’s on your mind, Sweet cheeks?” Ari asks, squeezing my thigh. His hand has been resting there the entire ride, and it’s amazing how much affection he shows.
“You know exactly what I’m thinking about.”
“What?” Ari tries and fails to give me an innocent look. He laughs, and I can’t get over how much I love that sound. “I just wanted you to know where my head is at.”
“It’s about me getting naked with you and three of your friends. How do you even know they’ll be down for that?”
Ari chuckles and turns into a parking lot. “I already know Tyler is down for whatever because he’s a fucking freak, and wherever Tyler goes, Gavin will follow.” Ari pulls into a parking spot and shoves the truck into park. He turns to face me. “Keon already told me he’s attracted to you.”
“What?” I ask, shocked.
“Long story. I almost killed him over it.” Ari pushes his door open before I can answer, and I scramble out of the truck. He narrows his eyes when he realizes I didn’t wait for him to open my door. “That’s my job.”
“I’m more than capable of opening my own door. What do you mean you almost killed him?”
“He told me he was going to ask you out until he realized we were interested in each other. It pissed me off, but now I’m fine.”
“Why?”
“Because of your reaction to Tyler.” Ari sighs and runs his fingers through his hair. “Listen, I know you’ve heard about what we’ve gotten up to in the past. We’ve never shared, but we’ve watched each other before. All I’ve thought about is watching one of them make you come.”
“You’ve got to stop saying shit like that.”
Ari grabs my hand and pulls me toward a door. “Why? It’s so much fun watching you squirm. If you’re a good boy, I’ll help you out later.”
Ari pushes the door open, dragging me behind him. “Jay!” Tyler calls out. He runs over and gives me a smacking kiss right on the mouth. “We’re having a slumber party!”
“Are you drunk?” I ask.
“Shhhhh. Ari will get mad.” Tyler grabs me away from Ari and pulls me further into the living room. “You have some catching up to do.”
“Hey, Kira,” I say, giving her a little wave, watching Ari grab a cup from Keon.
“Hey. Don’t mind him. He’s drinking his sorrows away.”
“Your sorrows?” I ask while he’s pulling me to sit between him and Gavin. Ari rolls his eyes and sits in the chair.
“Yes. Gavin won’t fuck me.”
Ari chokes on his drink and looks around the room. “Come again?”
Gavin starts laughing, and I can tell by the color in his cheeks he’s just as drunk as Tyler. “I want to fuck you, but I want to take it slow.”
“Just stick it in me already,” Tyler groans, making everyone laugh.
“Why did you give them alcohol?” Ari asks Keon.
“The last time I checked, they’re both old enough to buy it themselves, and technically they’re off duty.”