Page 56 of Beta Team-The Saviors: Part two
“There’s so much cum dripping down my thighs.” Kira shivers, but I see how hard her nipples are behind the shirt. “But I love it.”
“Just wait until we all take a turn coming in that pussy,” I say, wrapping my arm around her shoulders and leading her into the house. I take her to the bathroom and nod at Gavin and Keon when they motion that they’re heading to bed.
I turn the water on and strip us of our clothes before pulling her under the spray. She lets me wash her clean while we exchange kisses. No words are spoken, but we don’t need to. Everything that happened outside was perfect. Kira was perfect. I rinse her off, give myself a quick wash, and turn the water off.
I dry us both off and tug Gavin’s shirt back over her head. I don’t worry about boxers, walking naked into the room they disappeared into. Gavin and Keon are already curled into bed face to face, so she climbs in behind Gavin to mold herself to his back, and I do the same to her. It doesn’t take long before their steady breathing pulls me under.
This day might have been shit, but it ended in the best way possible.
24
TIVON
Three weeks.
That’s how long this Cryptic asshole has given us the slip. Nolan and Holden had his first location less than twenty-four hours after they got the laptops. We were on our way three minutes after we got the call. We drove fifteen minutes to the location, and he was already gone. He’s dodged us ever since. Nolan figured out that he probably had software that was alerting him, so I put in a call for the blocking software, and now we’re just waiting. We’ve moved safe houses six times while we’ve been waiting, never staying somewhere too long.
The only good thing that has come of the wait is that it’s given Aryeh and Keon time to heal. Aryeh isn’t a hundred percent, but he’s well enough to take back over the team. I thought for sure that he would shut me out when he did, but if anything, he brought me in closer. Which is proving to be nothing but confusing to me. It shouldn’t be, since I’ve gotten to know this team. Once they trust you, that’s it. You’re in for life.
I’ve spent a lot of one on one time with everyone, and it’s wreaking havoc on my mind. I’ve gotten to see that Tyler is so much more than the clown he pretends to be. He’s fuckingsmart, aware of everything and everyone around him, and he loves hard. Keon is more than Aryeh’s second in command; he can switch between the man who melts around Kira and the man who can slit someone’s throat effortlessly. He’d die for this team. Gavin isn’t as quiet and broody as I initially thought. His true personality always comes out around Tyler, Kira, and Jason. He jokes, laughs, loves without thought, and is the strength they all need. Jason isn’t the weak man he believes himself to be. He’s probably the strongest of us all, since he’s new to this life and has to watch us walk out that door, not knowing if we’ll come back. He makes sure we’re fed and happy, and makes sure he tells us every time we leave to be careful.
Aryeh.Fucking Aryeh.He’s the mindfuck. One second he’s barking orders and the next, I see this need in him. A need to let go. AneedI can help him with. Mylittle crushon the man has turned into a full blown obsession at this point. I find myself watching him, no matter what he’s doing, especially now that he’s up and moving around, ready to go back in the field with us since Doc gave him the all clear yesterday.
I need this team more than I need air now, but I’m not sure what the plan is after we take down Aharon and Abraham. Will they want me to stay? Or ship me back to Israel? They have each other. They don’t need me, if I’m being honest with myself.
“Hey, T.” I look up at the sound of Jason’s voice, and find myself smiling. “What are you doing out here, all alone?”
I look over at the small backyard and lean back in my chair. “Just thinking.” I gesture to the seat beside me on the little patio couch. “Have a seat.”
Jason gets comfortable and turns to face me. “Is everything okay? You’ve been kind of off today.”
“I’m fine.”
“And you’re lying. Are you worried about Ari going back out with you guys?”
I shrug. “In a way. I know he’s capable, but this will be a big step.”
Jason lays his hand on my arm, and I meet his eyes. “Ari can take care of himself. Am I worried? Of course. I worry every time you guys leave, but I know this is the job. But I’m not talking about Ari. I’m talking aboutyou, Tivon.” Jason surprises me by running his hand down my arm and lacing our fingers together. He squeezes my hand in encouragement with a small smile.
I look out at the treeline and try to gather my thoughts. How much can I tell Jason? We weren’t raised to share our feelings, we were raised to be killers. Anything else made you weak. But did I really want to live like that? Aryeh obviously got rid of the mindset, since I’ve heard how openly he tells people he loves them. I run my fingers through my hair and with a sigh, I start talking.
“I guess I’m just worried about what happens after this is done. You guys are already established, the Saviors already have full teams, and I’m not sure where my place is.”
“With us,” Jason says without hesitation. “You’ve become an integral part of this team.”
I give Jason a sad smile. “You guys will be fine without me. My original team is already back in place in Israel.”
“You’re talking like you’ve already decided to go back.”
My mind made up that I won’t make this hard on them, I nod. “I am. Once I know you guys are safe, I’ll leave. I just make things harder for you guys.”
“Tivon, do you realize what you’ve done for this team?”
“I’m not talking about just the team,Nehedar.I’m talking about your relationship. I want more than I can have.” Jason’s mouth forms a cute little ‘O’. “Spending so much time with you guys has opened my eyes to what I really want.”
“And what’s that?”
“You. Everyone. This relationship.”
