Sebastian’s hands clench into fists at his sides, his body rigid with restraint. His pheromones thicken around us, spicy and dark, calling to my deepest instincts. “You don’t know what you’re asking.”
“I do.” I drag myself to the edge of the bed, my hips rocking. “Sebastian, please. I invited you. For my Heat. You said you’d take care of me.”
He stumbles forward a step. “You’re not ready yet. We had a plan.”
“Plans change.” Another cramp rips through me, and I curl forward with a gasp. “Please don’t leave me like this.”
He takes another step closer, his gaze traveling over me, taking in the flush spreading across my skin, the dampness of the sheets beneath me, and the tremors wracking my frame.
“Are you sure?” he rumbles, dropping into that Alpha register that turns my insides to liquid. “Because once I touch you, Micah, I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop.”
The last thread of my restraint snaps. I lungeforward, grabbing his wrist, pulling him toward the bed. The contact sends electricity racing up my arm, and a broken sound escapes my lips.
“Please, Alpha,” I beg, beyond pride or reason. “I need you.”
Sebastian’s control snaps.
14
Aprimal growl rumbles from Sebastian’s chest as he yanks off his T-shirt. The scars extend farther than I realized, mapping a constellation of pain across his left hip and thigh.
His pants hit the floor, followed by his underwear, and I whimper at the sight of him naked. My mouth waters at his impressive size, thicker and longer than the largest toy we practiced with, curving upward with a pearl of fluid at the tip.
Another wave of need crashes through me, and my thighs instinctively spread wider, slick pooling beneath me.
His chest expands with a deep inhale, nostrils flaring as he scents my arousal. “You smell so good.”
I reach for him, fingers grasping at air. “Please, I need you inside me.”
He crawls onto the bed, all coiled muscle and intent, the light catching on the ridges of his scars. When he reaches me, he grasps my thighs, pushing them wider as he positions himself between them.
“You’re not prepped enough,” he mutters, even as his cock nudges at my entrance. His hands shake where they grip my flesh. “I should go slower, use my fingers first.”
My back arches as another cramp twists through me. “No time. Please, my Alpha.”
The title breaks the last of his control, and he surges forward in a thrust that seats him halfway inside me. Pain tears through me, a burning stretch that steals my breath despite the slick easing his way. I cry out, hands flying to his shoulders, nails digging into his skin.
“I’m sorry.” Sebastian’s hips pull back before he surges forward again, pushing deeper. “Fuck, you’re still so tight.”
“Keep going.” I wrap my legs around his waist, locking my ankles behind his back. “Fill me, Alpha.”
Sebastian reaches between us, gripping my dick as he works himself deeper into my body. Each push stretches me wider, splitting me open around him.When he finally bottoms out, we both pause, panting into each other’s mouths.
“So full,” I gasp, my inner walls clenching around his intrusion. The initial pain recedes, but the sense of fullness remains, bordering on too much. “You feel so good inside me.”
Sebastian kisses me, deep and desperate, his tongue mirroring the invasion of his cock. “I’m sorry. I can’t stop now. Need to move.”
“Then move.” I dig my heels into his lower back. “Give me what I need.”
He pulls back, the drag of his cock within my sensitive channel sending sparks up my spine, then drives back in with a force that shifts me up the mattress. His apology dies on his lips as instinct takes over, and he sets a punishing rhythm that knocks the headboard into the wall.
“Yes,” I moan, my hands sliding down to grip his ass, urging him deeper. “Harder, Alpha.”
The pain lingers at the edges, but pleasure overrides it with each thrust. My dick leaks within Sebastian’s fist, painfully hard. Sebastian’s weight pushes me into the mattress, his body covering mine as he pounds into me with abandon.
“Mine.” His teeth scrape my sensitive skin. “My Omega.”
The words send a fresh wave of slick flowing around his cock, my body responding to his claim.