Before I had a reason to mate him that went beyond revenge.
Yes, the jealous rage that spiked through the thin bonds with the other alphas in the cave awarded me a sense of pleasure. Still, I’d learned something imperative from this experience.
I could create Moon Blossoms.
And that was all because of Kane, because he helped me embrace the life he had to offer.
And that might just be enough to save my family… my village… everyone I ever cared about.
Maybe all of humanity.
Perhaps that was an excuse to do what I was doing now.
Excuse or not… it was a choice.
And it was mine.
I continued my exploration of my fingers over Kane’s massive cock, swirling around the strange bulbs at the base that didn’t look anything like the human biology I’d experienced from some of the boys in my village.
Sex had been an escape. I was no virgin.
But whatever experience awaited me today felt like something so new and foreign, I felt like I’d never had sex before.
Not properly.
When my finger reached the tip, a bead of moisture glistened as my reward.
My wolf practically salivated.
Instinct took over as I leaned in to lick it off, making Kane’s control slip as his cock throbbed under my tongue.
“Kaitsja,” he begged.
I didn’t make him suffer. He wasn’t deserving of the torment I had planned for the other alphas.
I closed my mouth around the gorgeous swollen head, earning frustrated howls and snarls from the others.
They had wanted to kill me, so what did it matter if I mated Kane in front of them?
What did it matter if I sucked his cock that barely fit in my mouth?
My eyes had closed in bliss—because Kane tasted like fucking life.
Moonlight, magic, and a promise of eternity filled my soul as I ran my tongue over him. The sweetness made me groan, earning a curse from my Alpha.
That sweetness intensified as his cock throbbed, releasing a burst of flavor into my mouth.
He hadn’t come, but I’d definitely done something to him. He staggered back a step. He’d threaded his fingers into the roots of my hair at some point and he dragged me back with him.
“I don’t deserve this, Kaitsja,” he told me.
I knew he believed that, but he sure as fuck deserved whatever pleasure I could give him more than the other Alphas in the room.
Still, the regret and shame in his eyes confused me.
I hadn’t seen that look from him before.
Where was this coming from?