Although the more I thought about it, the more my nerves came back. There was no way I was going to be able to do what Jasper had done to me. In fact, it had been so long, it felt like the first time all over again.
Seeing my hesitation, Jasper cupped my chin and tilted my head up to meet my gaze. “Don't do anything that's not comfortable. I promise you can't disappoint me. Besides, seeing you like this… fuck, Daddy, it's already turning me on so much, I'm not sure I'm going to last long.”
It was exactly what I needed to hear. I loved that he understood me enough to know I needed the encouragement. And I needed to taste him. Holding his shaft in my hand, I bent over him, my lips resting against the tip as I breathed him in. He smelled so fucking good. So perfectly him, all musk and citrus,and heaven. I opened my mouth and ran my tongue over his slit, and the action made both of us moan.
Jasper's hands went to my shoulders, holding on as I teased around the head, savoring the taste of him. He let me take my time, not rushing me or pushing me to go faster, which I appreciated. When I couldn't hold back any longer, I opened wider and took him into my mouth, humming around his cock at the sensation.
Fuck, the weight on my tongue and the fullness in my mouth felt incredible. I couldn't take him all, stopping halfway down his shaft, but he moaned loudly as I wrapped my tongue around him.
“Yes, Daddy. Feels so good. Don't stop.”
With his encouragement, I began bobbing my head, my actions growing more confident from the noise he made. Noises I echoed around his cock. Sliding, running my tongue along him, and hollowing my cheeks, had Jasper bucking against me.
When I slid back up and played with the head, teasing my tongue into his slit, his hands gripped my shoulders. “Oh, fuck. Hold on, hold on. Fuck”
I lifted off and looked up at him, worried I'd done something wrong. “Are you okay?”
Jasper palmed my cheek and met me with an affectionate look. “Yes, really fucking good. I just don't want to come yet, andwhew, you nearly had me there.”
Pride rolled through me and I felt a crooked smile tug at my lips. With Jasper's cock in my face, I couldn't resist one more lick, making Jasper laugh.
“Scoot back, Daddy. Against the headboard.”
Grateful for the guidance, I did as he said, and sat with my back against the headboard. “Here?”
He grinned. “Perfect.”
Jasper crawled onto the bed, opening the side table drawer and pulled out the lube he'd stashed there. How many times had my attention drifted to it, thinking about it in there, and wondering when it might appear again? My heart kicked up with anticipation. Fuck, this was happening.
He straddled my lap, sitting on my very eager dick, which bucked with excitement as his ass cheeks hugged it. Jasper kissed me hard and deep, his tongue probing into me. My hands rounded over his perky ass, squeezing him, and pulling him closer. The motion caused him to slide along my shaft, making me groan into his mouth.
Breaking the kiss, Jasper locked his eyes onto mine, with a serious expression. “Gio?”
“Yes?” My nerves were kicking up again. Maybe this wouldn't be happening, which would be completely fine. I didn'tneedit. I'd lived a long time without partnered sex, and I could survive if we needed to slow down.
“Do you want to use a condom?”
“Oh.” Okay. We weren't stopping, merely pausing. My anxiety lowered and I brushed his hair out of his face, grateful for the consideration. “I think maybe yes. It might give me less to worry about if I knew we were being safe. At least, for now. Is that okay?”
Jasper leaned in and kissed me again. It wasn't deep and probing this time, but it was full of affection. I melted into him, loving the way his chest felt against mine, and the way it felt to hold his weight.
“It's okay, Daddy. It's more than okay.” He gave me another quick peck and leaned over to open the drawer, which to my knowledge, didn't have any condoms in it, but then I'd been too afraid to open it since knowing the lube was in there, as if it would bite me. Blessedly, Jasper produced a foil wrapper and dropped it on the bed beside me.
Without saying another word, he smashed his mouth into mine again. Our tongues tangled together as he grabbed one of my hands and put the lube in it. I almost couldn't open it with how distracted I was by the way our mouths moved together. Jasper's hard cock was pressing into my belly, squished between us, and my brain was having a hard time coming up with what to do.
Jasper mumbled against my lips, “Get me ready, Gio.”
He lifted his ass, sitting high above my thighs, and giving me room to work. With the lube, I slicked up my fingers, and reached between his thighs, gliding a finger past his balls and finding his hole. Jasper gasped and pushed higher, encouraging the motion. I circled the rim, loving the feeling of it. My own dick was aching with need and anticipation as I pushed inside.
A loud moan passed from Jasper to me, as he continued kissing me. Pushing in, I felt his hot body envelop my finger. I slid in and out, mesmerized by the sensation. I'd played with myself on occasion, but damn, it didn't feel like this.
“More. Please, Daddy. I need more,” Jasper hissed against me.
When I pulled my finger out, I pushed back in, adding a second, loving the sharp inhale from Jasper. He broke the kiss and threw his head back as he pushed against my hand. I worked my fingers in him, stretching him. I simultaneously never wanted to stop, loving the way he felt, and needed to do more, to feel his body around me. A thought that nearly had me losing control.
“Jasper, beautiful, I don't think I can wait much longer.”
“Thank fuck, me neither.”