“Shh. It’s okay.” He reached out and encircled his hand around my shaft. I arched my back and groaned. “Just a touch, that’s all. I won’t go any farther than that.”
He pumped a few times, eliciting whimpers from deep inside me.
“See, while you were telling me I needed to grow up, I realized you were right. I’ve straddled the fence for way too long. Livvy was my safety zone, and if I ventured out of it, I always ran back, mostly because I was afraid of being hurt again. But I don’t think you’ll do that, will you?”
I humped into his warmth. “Nggh.”
Aiden chuckled. “I like a man of few words.” He continued sliding his work-rough hand up and down, twisting gently. “You were right, though. Waiting isn’t a bad idea. I don’t want there to be any regrets for either of us. While I don’t think you’ll ever hurt me, I also know that you need time to accept that I’ve got no intention of hurting you.”
His hand was magical. He didn’t hesitate to touch, to stroke, to rub. My cock, my balls, even my taint when I spread my legs.
“You’re sexier than hell. The first time I saw you, I couldn’t stop looking. I can’t tell you how many times I jacked off thinking about you. To be here, touching you? God, that’s so fucking hot.”
My balls were drawing up, and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold back.
“Aiden, you have to move.”
“Why? Because you’re going to come? You think that bothers me? Why do you think I moved so close in the first place? I want you to. The thought of you shooting your load on my face turns me on.”
I noticed his other hand was jacking his own dick. The urge to put a hand on the back of his head and push it down was enormous, but I found a reservoir of strength I didn’t know I had and stayed still.
“Aiden….” Tremors rattled my body as my orgasm hit. I cried out as shot after shot rocketed out of me. And through it all, Aiden kept stroking, milking every last drop from me. When I shuddered and sagged onto the bed, he sat up, the evidence of my orgasm running down his cheeks. He ran a finger through it, then popped it in his mouth.
“Mmm. A little sweeter than I expected.” He leaned over and licked my stomach, cleaning off the streaks. “Oh, this might be better than chocolate.”
I snorted, then sobbed. I’d done it. I’d let another person touch me. Waves of relief crashed over me, and I was stunned to realize that I didn’t regret it at all. I was with Aiden, who crawled up beside me and took my face in his hands.
“Kinda overwhelming, isn’t it?”
I nodded, unable to form a coherent sentence.
“You’re the first man I’ve ever touched, and already I can’t imagine doing this with anyone else. What have you done to me, Tom?”
“Probably the same thing you did to me.” My voice was raspy. “I….”
The words were on the tip of my tongue, but I didn’t think either of us were ready for them. Well, okay,Iwasn’t. Though Brian’s memory was always going to be with me, I was ready to start forming new ones, and I wanted them to be with Aiden.
“You what?”
“Think we should shower.”
He laughed. “Are you going to hold me there too?”
“There’s a bench for us to sit on.”
I ran a hand over his face, wiping off the last traces of my come. When I pulled it away, he grabbed it and put my fingers in his mouth, licking them clean.
“Fuck, that’s hot.”
“Wait until the time comes for me to suck your cock.”
Any belief that Aiden was innocent went out the window when I saw his smirk. My first opinion of him was right. The guy had the devil in him.
“Do you want me to carry you to the shower?”
“Sure, if you don’t mind.”
I didn’t, not in the least.