Page 60 of Cultivating Caden
Chapter 16
“Concentrate,dammit! This could be the difference between life and death.”
“What the hell do you think I’m doing?” Caden huffed. He wiped a hand over his brow. “See the fucking beads of sweat on my forehead? Maybe we should just admit I have no clue what I’m doing here.”
On the drive back from Caden’s shop, he asked Quade if he’d be willing to work with him to get a handle on his abilities. Quade told him that he might want someone else, because he wouldn’t go easy on Caden. Caden assured him that wasn’t what he wanted.
Now, six days later, he was regretting that decision.
“I told you the day you asked that I was against it. If you’re an incarnation of the Tree of Life, maybe your abilities aren’t supposed to be used for combat.”
“But that makes no sense. I killed those men, and when we fought, I lashed out at you.”
Quade picked up a towel from the nearby bench and scrubbed it across his chest. “Yes, but both times it was for protection only. When I was fighting the Bogran, you tried to do something, right?”
“Yeah, of course.”
“But nothing happened. Now you’re certain that I won’t hurt you, so you’re not afraid.”
“So what you’re saying is I’m up a creek without a paddle? Or I just have to stand there and let them smack me around a while?”
A gruff voice startled Caden. “He’s not saying that at all. He’s telling you a soldier needs to know that sometimes the best way to fight is to not fight at all.”
Caden spun around and saw a man he’d never met before staring at them. He swaggered toward them, his gaze never leaving Quade.
Caden wasn’t happy with someone being in the gym while they were sparring. He wasn’t keen on the idea of anyone seeing him make a fool of himself. “Who the hell are you?”
“Peter, how are you today?”
“Good, good.” He held out a hand to Caden. “Peter McGrath.”
Reaching for the proffered hand, Caden gave his name. “Can I help you with something?”
“Nah, just watching. Haven’t seen a soldier train for a while. But if you don’t mind a bit of advice? In combat, you have to rely on more than just your weapon.” He tapped his temple. “What you have up here is where you need to be focusing. For the forty years I was in the military, I survived more by my wits than by shooting a gun.”
Forty years? Bullshit. The guy was, at best, in his twenties. Caden was about to call him on it when Quade put a hand on his arm.
“Maybe it’s best to listen to Peter. He knows what he’s talking about.”
“But—”
“Just listen.”
Peter stepped up to Quade. “The government will tell you a soldier fights for God and country. I say that’s bullshit. A soldier fights to be able to get home to his family. That’s the thought at the forefront of his mind at all times. So if they go into combat, they’re determined that if someone is going to die, it’s going to be the enemy. And in order to do that, there is no dishonor in fighting dirty.” He stepped onto the sparring mat. “Quade, can you help me here?”
“Sure.” He crossed to where Peter stood.
Peter turned to Caden, his gaze narrowed. “Now pay attention here, because what I’m about to show you may save your life.” Returning to Quade, Peter held up his hands. “Okay, what I want you to do is come at me.”
Quade shrugged, then lunged for Peter, knocking him to the floor.
“Ow! Fuck, that hurt. Goddamn it.” He rubbed his shoulder. “Shit, I think you dislocated it.”
“I’m sorry!”
As Quade stepped forward, Peter swept a leg out, taking Quade off his feet and sending them crashing down in a tangle of limbs. Peter was up first. He pushed off the floor and slammed a hand down onto Quade’s chest with a heavy thud.
“Bang, you’re dead.” He stepped away from the glaring Quade and turned to Caden. “When it’s a matter of life or death, there is no such thing as fighting dirty. You’re fighting to be the one who lives. The one who gets to go home. Now on the other hand, there’s another technique I think might be more your speed. If you’re faced with a superior foe, there is nothing wrong with running away. The choice to be alive to fight another day or to be a dead hero shouldn’t even be a choice. You do what you have to in order to survive. Do you understand, private?”
