Page 49 of Formula Dreams
I snort.“Every once in a while, I do enjoy pretending I’m not a race car driver.”
Posey laughs.“Well, you definitely look like you strut the catwalks of Milan.Seriously, if this whole racing thing doesn’t pan out, you’ll make a killing as a model.”
The conversation flows effortlessly, and for a few minutes, I’m lulled by it—the hum of voices, the clink of glassware, the occasional flash of a camera from somewhere near the entrance.
But my eyes keep straying.
Across the ballroom, Ronan stands near the champagne tower with the blond on his arm.They’re surrounded by a swarm of people, all angled toward them like planets around a sun.He’s nodding at something someone says, glass in hand, but his shoulders are a touch too square.
And then, as if conjured from my own worst imagination, Ronan takes the woman’s hand and heads straight toward us.
The crowd seems to part without effort—Ronan moving with that casual, unhurried confidence he wears like a bespoke suit.The iced blond beauty follows with a natural grace that makes me feel cloddish.My pulse spikes, and I have to remind myself not to fidget with my gown, not to touch my hair, not to look like I’m bracing for impact.
But that’s exactly what it feels like—impact.
I’m surprised when Lex offers him an easy smile, although Posey does not.The two shake hands and Ronan looks to Carlos, who gives him a cool nod.Ronan looks around and says, “Everyone, Lady Amelia Fairfax.”
Lady.Of course she’s a Lady.
Her head tips in a perfect nod, her smile symmetrical, her accent the kind of crisp British that belongs in drawing rooms and BBC period dramas.“It’s lovely to meet Ronan’s friends,” she says, and somehow makes it sound like we’ve been granted an audience with her.I have to suppress my curtsy.
She’s friendly enough, charming even, but within two minutes of polite chatter about the weather in London and the “divine” champagne selection, I can tell she’s about as deep as a champagne flute—sparkling, light and gone in one gulp.
I keep my smile fixed, my interactions warm, but inside, my stomach is in knots.Ronan isn’t even pretending to focus on her—his eyes keep sliding to me, watching me like there’s something he’s waiting for.It’s infuriating.If you’re going to show up with a date, fine.But don’t look at me like that.Like last night’s still running through your head.
I pivot sharply to Carlos.“Dance with me?”
His eyebrows jump, but his grin follows quickly because he knows what’s going on.He takes my hand with a courtly flourish.“It would be my honor.”
The dance floor is a swirl of movement—sequins catching light, perfume lingering, the band playing a melody that is smooth and unhurried.Carlos slides an arm around my waist, leading with an easy confidence, and for a moment I let him guide me through the slow arcs.
But as we move around the perimeter of the floor, the heat of Ronan’s stare is tangible, and it only winds me tighter.Carlos is trying to talk—some comment about how Lex’s tux must have been tailored by angels—but my replies are short as my irritation grows.
I dare a glance over at the group and sure enough, Ronan is watching me with eyes like a hawk.I avert my eyes until Carlos spins me around in a full circle, and yes… he’s still watching.
Carlos chuckles under his breath, garnering my attention for a moment.“You’re going to burn a hole through the man if you keep glaring like that.”
“Good,” I mutter, not even trying to deny it as I force myself to stay focused on Carlos.
He tilts his head, studying me like I’m a puzzle he hasn’t quite solved.Then, his voice drops low enough for only me to hear.“Want to make him jealous?”
I blink at him, surprised he’d suggest something so devious and petty, but the anger boiling within me twists slyly.
Slowly, a smile takes my mouth hostage.“Yeah… I think I do.”
Carlos chuckles and murmurs, “Here we go.”
His hands slide just a fraction lower on my back—innocent enough to pass muster, but close enough to feel the heat of his palm.He leans in, his lips brushing the shell of my ear as he starts talking about nothing—his favorite tapas place in Barcelona, how the DJ here could learn a thing or two from Spanish wedding bands—but to anyone watching, it looks like the kind of private murmur that happens right before a kiss.
The immense joy at imagining Ronan’s jaw tightening, the muscle ticking in irritation is profound.I wonder if he feels the way I did upon seeing him walk in with his date.
Good.Let him stew.
“Is it working?”Carlos asks, pressing his temple to mine as we glide along the parquet.
I sneak a peek at Ronan, and if looks could kill, we’d both be dead.He’s glaring daggers at us, and I’m not sure if they’re aimed at me, Carlos or both.
Elation hits me hard.“Yeah… he looks pissed.”
