Page 76 of Before We Break Again
This kiss is gentle, deliberate.
This kiss is full of promises, of our future.
“Okay,” he murmurs against my mouth.“Okay, baby.I’ve got you.”
He moves slowly, so slowly, guiding himself to my entrance.My body tenses, but I’m ready for him—ready to let him in.He pushes forward, easing inside me inch by inch, and I gasp, my breath catching in my throat.
There’s no rush, no urgency like before.Just us, together, every movement deliberate, full of tenderness.He sinks deeper, and my body stretches to accommodate him, the sensation overwhelming but perfect.It’s the first time he’s taken me like this—so slow, so lovingly.Each inch fills me with more than just pleasure; it fills me with him, with everything we’ve never said but always felt.
“Fuck, Santos,” Dustin whispers, his voice thick with emotion as he pushes the last of the way in, his forehead resting against mine.“You feel so fucking good.”
My hands find his chest, sliding up to his shoulders, needing to touch him, to feel the strength of his body against mine.I pull him closer, feeling the heat of his skin.
Dustin’s hand finds my cock, wrapping around it as he moves deeper, and I moan, the sensation of him inside me and his hand stroking me sending shock waves through my body.I grab at his wrist, my grip tightening as pleasure builds inside me.
And then he leans down, his lips capturing mine in a kiss that’s full of raw emotion, something deeper than just lust.It’s love.Pure, unfiltered love.His tongue slides against mine, and I kiss him back with everything I have, my body trembling beneath his.
As his pace quickens, I feel myself coming undone, but it’s not just about the physical pleasure—it’s everything.The way he looks at me, the way his hands move over my skin, the new promise between us.A promise of more than just this moment.A promise of sharing everything, Halsey, our hearts and of not avoiding what we’ve always felt—love.
He pulls back just enough to look at me, his eyes filled with something that almost breaks me.“I love you,” he breathes, his voice rough with emotion.“I love you so fucking much, Santos.”
I can’t speak.My throat tightens, my heart swelling in my chest as his words sink in.Instead of answering, I kiss him again, hard, pouring everything I feel into that kiss.And as I do, I know this is more than just sex.It’s a breakthrough.A shift.The beginning of something bigger than either of us ever expected.
He moves faster, his thrusts deeper, and I feel my body surrender to him completely.My hands grip his shoulders, holding onto him as if he’s the only thing keeping me grounded.And maybe he is.
Our bodies move together, every touch, every breath filled with something deeper, something real.And for the first time, it feels like we’re not just fucking—we’re making love.Real love.
I can feel it building inside me, the tension coiling tighter with every thrust, every touch of his skin against mine.Dustin moves with purpose now, his pace quickening, his hips grinding into me with every inch of him, claiming me in a way that feels raw and overwhelming.My body responds to his, arching into each movement, and it’s too much—I’m coming undone beneath him.
My hands grip his back, nails digging in as I feel the climax rushing toward me like a wave I can’t stop.“Dustin,” I groan, my voice thick with need.“I’m—fuck—I’m so close.”
His breath is hot against my ear as he whispers, “Come for me, baby.Let me feel you.”His voice is low, commanding, but there’s love in it, too.It’s the way he’s claiming me, not just with his body but with his heart.And it’s everything I didn’t know I needed.
I lose control.My body tenses, and I cry out as I come hard, the release hitting me like a flood, my cock pulsing in his hand.Sticky, thick spurts of cum spill between us, smearing across our skin, and the heat of it only adds to the intensity.I’m shaking, my body trembling beneath him as he keeps moving inside me, riding out the moment as if he can’t bear to stop.
And then he’s coming too, his thrusts turning erratic, his grip tightening on my hips as he pushes deep one last time, groaning low in his throat.He fills me, the heat of him spreading through me, and I feel everything—his claim, his love, his need.
For a moment, neither of us moves.We’re both caught in the aftermath, breathing hard, our bodies still trembling.The air around us is thick with sweat and the scent of sex clinging between our bodies.I can feel it on my stomach, on my thighs, everywhere, and I don’t care.Right now, it feels perfect.
Dustin rests his forehead against mine, his breath ragged but softening.“Fuck,” he whispers, almost reverent.“I love you, Santos.I really fucking do.”
I can’t speak.I’m still lost in the moment.I nod, pulling him closer, needing him near, feeling his skin against mine.And yet, even in this moment, even with the intensity of our connection, I can’t help but think of her.
Halsey.
We both need her.I know it, Dustin knows it.She’s the missing piece, the one that ties us all together, and without her, we’re not complete.But this—this moment—is just for us.And I can’t help but appreciate it for what it is, knowing that everything will fall into place when the time is right.
“We’re getting there,” Dustin murmurs as if he can read my mind.“Piece by piece.Everything is falling into place.”
I nod, closing my eyes.He’s right.It’s all going to come together—slowly, carefully.And when it does, it’ll be worth it.
“We should shower,” Dustin says after a while, his lips brushing against my temple.“We’re a fucking mess.”
I chuckle, feeling the stickiness between us, the way our skin clings together from the mix of sweat and cum.“Yeah, we are.”
He pulls away slowly, his eyes lingering on mine before he stands and holds out a hand.“Come on.Let’s get cleaned up.I’ll help you, babe.This time I promise not to tease you much when I’m cleaning you and if I do I’ll ask Halsey to suck you dry.”
I scoff, why am I not surprised that even when he’s loving, he still likes to power play.We’ll see how he takes things when he’s on tour and we don’t let him come until he’s home—yet, we’ll be video calling to give him a show.We’ll see who gets the last laugh.
