Page 49 of No Apologies
“Like what you see?” He teased as she bit into her lip and watched him intensely.
“You know I do.” Her gaze dropped to his pants when he unbuttoned them.
He quickly kicked off his shoes and socks. His hands shook slightly as he unzipped and pushed his jeans and boxers down his legs and he hoped she didn’t notice. He kicked out of the last of his clothes and heard her quick intake of air.
He knew he was built. It was a fortunate side effect of all the fighting he’d done in his life. Whenever he was feeling edgy and out of sorts, he burned off the restless energy by working out. Add in the God-given good looks that his entire family seemed to be born with and he knew he looked good.
Plenty of women had looked at him like he was a piece of meat over the years. He was used to the look, could spot it a mile away, but that wasn’t how Skylar looked at him. She saw more than just his packaging. She saw him. She always had. That was what made her so special.
“God, you’re gorgeous.” Skylar’s eyes roamed over him hungrily and his dick twitched like she was caressing him, “And you really are pierced. Jesus, Colt, you’re every fantasy I’ve ever had.”
She licked her lips and he groaned, “Goddamnit, if you keep looking at me like that I’m gonna go off before you ever even touch me.”
She smirked like she knew exactly what kind of effect she had on him and hell, she probably did. It wasn’t as if he’d hidden it very well even before he broke down and kissed her today. And within hours of that mistake, here he was again, tracking her down and stripping her naked and telling her how long he’d dreamed of having her.
“Wouldn’t want that.” She curved a finger at him and he growled.
“Little tease.” He paused to pull a condom out of his wallet and then dropped it to the bed as he moved towards her, “I’ve wanted you for so long, there’s no way I’m going off before I get inside you. If I only get you for tonight, we’re doing this right.”
Her eyes flickered away for the first time and he instantly regretted the words. He knew the reminder that this was only for tonight would hurt her. But they both needed to remember that so when her gaze dropped he tilted her chin up with a finger and forced her to look at him again.
“I wish I could give you more. You deserve so much more. You deserve better than me. You know that right?”
She didn’t agree. He could see it in her eyes. But she didn’t argue with him either. Instead she wrapped her arms around his neck and leaned up to brush her lips against his.
“I’ll take you however I can get you, Colt.”
His throat felt tight with unspoken emotions again so he kissed her as he covered her body with his. He licked at her lips and she opened for him on a sigh. Their tongues stroked, twisted and probed until their bodies were rocking together, trying to find the rhythm they needed. When Skylar slid her hand down his body and closed her fist around his cock he jerked back with a strangled groan.
“Fuck.”
“Yes.” She arched up as she stroked him, “I need to feel you inside me.”
“I need to feel that too.” He snatched the condom up from where he’d dropped it and tore it open with his teeth, “I want you too bad to go slow.”
“I don’t want slow.” Skylar kissed his jaw as he rolled the condom on. “I just want you.”
“I want you too. So much.” He kissed her as he lined their bodies up and then pulled back to meet her gaze, “You’re all I’ve ever wanted.”
They stared into each other’s eyes as he snapped his hips forward and buried himself inside her in one thrust. Skylar’s lashes fluttered but she didn’t shut her eyes. She cried out. Her hands scrambled for a hold on his shoulders and her nails scratched him as she gripped him tight.
He groaned as he tried to regain control and not immediately pull back and slam inside her again. He’d known that it would be like this between them. Perfect. She just fit him in every way. Hot and wet and tight, her body surrounded him and he felt the oddest sensation that for the first time in his life he was right where he was supposed to be.
“Colt, please…” Skylar shifted her hips beneath him and moaned when his piercing rubbed her clit.
“What do you want, angel? Tell me and its yours.”
“You. I want you.”
That answer had him biting his tongue to keep from admitting that she already had him. She always had. She always would. She was it for him. He’d known that for months, yeas maybe, but now, buried inside her body, he knew that he’d never experienced anything like this connection to Skylar with anyone else and he never would. But since he couldn’t have her, couldn’t keep her, he didn’t say a word.
Instead he only pulled almost entirely out of her body and then plunged back in. Skylar gasped and her nails dug into his shoulders again. The pain jolted down his spine and he growled as he began to move inside her. He grabbed her wrists, dragging them over her head and pinning her beneath him but the restraint only turned her on more because her body squeezed his and pleas for him to take her harder fell from her lips.
So he did. He pounded into her again and again and again. He couldn’t get deep enough. He couldn’t join them enough. The latex barrier kept them apart and after plowing through all of the other restraints he’d put on their relationship it felt all wrong to have anything between them in this moment.
Sweat broke out all over his skin as he fought off his climax. He wasn’t ready yet. He hadn’t had enough of her yet. He would never get enough of her. But that didn’t change the fact that he could only give her this one night.
“Skylar, look at me.”
