Page 64 of No Apologies
Instead of backing down like he clearly intended her to, she met his fiery gaze, “Who says I’d regret it?”
“You would. Trust me. Because if you don’t leave, right now, I’m gonna be on you, Sky. I’m gonna mark you so that fuckin’ rig rat knows who you belong to. I’m gonna use you, hard, and I’m gonna ruin you for any other man.”
She bit her lip to stifle a moan at the dirty threats he was delivering. Not indifferent at all. Angry Colt, sure, but also Sexy Colt. He’d said he was on edge and she’d thought she understood what that meant, but she hadn’t. He was on the verge of losing control. Finally.
No tempered touches. No excuses or reasonings. No caveats about one night. He was going to lose control and finally, finally take what he wanted. Her. And she felt like she’d been waiting for this moment forever.
“It won’t be sweet this time. No soft words. No gentle kisses. I’m gonna take what I want from you and I’m not gonna hold back.”
Skylar struggled to swallow past her suddenly dry throat. He was trying to scare her off again. The harsh, crude words were meant to send her running but all they did was turn her on and soften her heart to this man even more.
He wanted her that badly? Needed her that much? He wanted to mark her? Claim her? Even as he dealt with whatever internal struggle was threatening to destroy him, he was still trying to protect her from him and that decided her fate.
She was already ruined for any other man. Colt was the only one she wanted. He was the only one that made her feel like this. She loved him so she steeled herself for whatever obstacle he threw at her next.
“I already told you.” She moved towards him slowly, as if he really were an animal that would spook, “I’ll take you however I can get you, Colt.”
Heat sparked in his eyes when she trailed her hands up his chest. He caught her wrists in each of his and tugged them away. It was a forceful move but it didn’t hurt. Just like the tingles that radiated through her scalp when he gripped her hair tight in his fist and forced her head back was more pleasure than pain.
He tilted her chin up and his mouth was on hers before she could even suck in a gulp of air. Rough. He stamped his lips to hers almost brutally and when she gasped he plunged his tongue into her mouth. She tried to keep up. She tried to return his kiss but he held her too tight, used too much pressure, and jerked back before she could adjust.
“You said last night you wanted to suck me.” His eyes gleamed with a menacing dare, “Do it. Get on your knees.”
Skylar fought a smile by biting her lips. Did he really think that was a threat? Being on her knees for him was something she’d fantasized about for months. If he expected her to fight him on this, he was in for a rude awakening.
She gripped his hips for balance and dropped down. That earned her a sharp intake of breath and she did smile now that he couldn’t see it. He’d honestly believed she wouldn’t mind the order. Poor, misguided man truly thought his aggression would scare her. He should have learned after her numerous orgasms last night that she liked his bossy, dominant behavior and his dirty talk.
With slightly shaky hands, she unbuttoned his jeans and carefully slid down the zipper. Colt cursed when she pulled the material down and freed his erection. Despite having had him inside her last night, this was her first real look at him and she had to bite off a curse of her own.
The man was perfection.
Long and thick with just the slightest curve to the left that she already knew from experience hit her in all the right places. Because it was Colt, she hadn’t been surprised to find he had the most intimidating dick she’d ever seen. What had surprised her was that the bastard had pierced it.
A big silver barbell shot through the base. He’d told her that this piercing existed but until last night when she’d seen and felt it for herself, she’d honestly thought he was teasing her. She’d never added it to her fantasies of him and that was a damn shame because it was sexy as hell.
She wanted to play with it. With her fingers. With her tongue. She wanted to play with him, learn exactly what he liked, find out what spots made him groan and what would send him over the edge. But from the tight way he held himself and the demand in his voice, she knew this wasn’t going to be her opportunity to do any of that.
“Suck me, Sky. Now.”
Colt circled his hand around his shaft and angled towards her. She licked her lips and he growled her name again in warning so she did what he wanted. She opened her mouth and slid down as far as she could, engulfing his cock and taking him down until her gag reflex kicked in and she couldn’t take another inch.
“Fuckin’ hell.” Colt gasped and his fingers in her hair tightened.
She couldn’t smile in her current position but she did hum her agreement as she tightened her lips and slid back up to the crown. She sucked hard and then licked and lapped at the head before taking him down again. She repeated the pattern again and again, earning her groans and clutching hands but when she cupped his heavy balls as well, Colt cursed again and she felt whatever thread of control he’d been holding onto snap.
“Take me.” He snarled at the same time his hips snapped forward.
He fucked her mouth, holding her head steady so she could do nothing but that over and over again. She held steady and relaxed her jaw. When he growled and thrust deep and then deeper still she squeezed her eyes shut to stamp out the flash of tears that sprang up. She forced her breathing to switch to his rhythm and the next time he went deep she swallowed him down her throat and earned another round of four letter words.
It was fast and deep and brutal but she held onto him and let him have his way with her. Whatever he wanted. Whatever he needed. She could give it to him. Just when she expected him to grab her hard and force himself even deeper, he sucked in a gasp of air and his hips hesitated in their pounding rhythm.
His voice was rough when he spoke, “Look at me.”
She obliged as best she could considering he still had a firm grip on her hair and his cock was in her mouth. She tilted her head up slightly and then raised her eyes to meet his gaze. He stilled and the look in his eyes made her entire body lock up with a mixture of expectation and apprehension.
“Had enough?”
Really? She barely bit off her sarcasm. He was still trying to send her away?
