Page 49 of Should've Been Us
Chapter Eleven
Lulu moanedas Connor swept his tongue into her mouth. He didn’t take it slow or try to keep it chaste. He hit her with a full-on onslaught of passion and the tidal wave swept her up, leaving her clinging to him, holding on for dear life as he kissed hersenseless.
God, how was it possible that she’d missed this today? Missed him? It was ludicrous considering he’d taken her multiple times this morning, given her a half dozen orgasms and then kissed her silly before going off to meet the boys for golf. But in just the handful of hours she’d been without him, her body had begun to ache for his touch, to miss his taste, to need the reminder of what it felt like being in hisarms.
Bliss. It was absolute bliss. He made her head swim and her body hot and desperate formore.
She didn’t care that they were in broad daylight, standing in the middle of the resort, groping each other like horny teenagers. She didn’t care that the other girls were there, no doubt watching with gaping mouths and wide eyes and, at least in Amber’s case eyes green with envy. She didn’t even care that Derek and Aubrey were there somewhere because Derek had forfeited his right to have any say in who she kissed or when and where; it was only as Connor’s quiet words had sunk in, telling her that Derek had known how they both felt and said nothing, done nothing, that she’d finally, ultimately, put him out of her mind forgood.
He didn’t deserve her. Not her attention. Not her longing. Not her heart. Connor had been right allalong.
Connor was the one that had been there for her when she was down. He was the one that had distracted her from her pain and loneliness. He was the one that annoyed the hell out of her and made her laugh and smile and want more than she’d allowed herself to hope for in a really long time. Connor wanted her and he’d proven it time and time again, choosing her, focusing on her, and making her feel wanted, beautiful anddesired.
It was Connor. Oh God, maybe it had always been Connor. In one way or another, even when he’d pissed her off he’d always been the one that was there forher.
And now there was this… this need that he’d awoken inside of her, not created out of thin air because a part of her had always been attracted to him, he was too gorgeous to deny that. A part of her had always wondered what being with him would be like after seeing the one night stands that fell dreamily for him. She’d hidden it down inside herself so deep that ignoring it had become easy but he’d woken that fire inside of her and now it burned so hot and bright that she was only scared it would burn out and she’d be left cold and lonely all over again when he was done withher.
Lulu tiptoed up as he used his big hands on her ass to pull her body flush against him. Her breasts rubbed against his chest as she wrapped her arms around his neck. She sucked his tongue causing him to groan in that deep, full-chested way that made her core clench. The kiss turned wild as he pressed harder against her, rubbing her against the erection she could feel through his pants and she moaned right back into his mouth. It was only when he wrenched free, sucking in a gulp of air, that she saw the amazement that lit up his beautiful blue-greeneyes.
She smiled softly and nuzzled their noses together, sweetly dropping a small kiss on his upturned mouth. He hadn’t expected her to kiss him back so openly. He’d kissed her but he hadn’t expected her to kiss him back, not so wantonly, and she found that she liked surprising him even as a small piece of her heart went slippery soft at the thought of all the times he must have wanted to do that, wanted to kiss her, but had known she wouldn’t react to it soeagerly.
God, she’d hurt him and she hadn’t evenknown.
“Lu…” His voice was rough but before he got another word out there was a wolf whistle followed by a thickdrawl.
“I’m gonna need a cold shower if you two keep that up.” Sierra was fanning herself dramatically from her chair a few feet away when Lulu glanced at her and blushed. “Don’t y’all have a room because I’m pretty sure they frown on live porn at the public pool in these kind ofplaces.”
Lulu giggled a little when Sierra winked at her knowingly and then turned her face back up to Connor, “She has apoint.”
“Mmm, she does.” He rubbed her against his erection again, “Get that cute ass moving and stay in front of me so I don’t give these kids a fright with the flagpole in mypants.”
She giggled again as he spun her by the hips, keeping her tight in front of him as he guided them out of the pool area. She left everything behind, knowing Sierra or one of the other girls would grab her book, towel and cover-up for her. She enjoyed the feel of Connor’s big hands on her naked skin and stomach as they walked but when he turned them into the nearest building she frowned and balked alittle.
“I thought we were going to ourroom?”
“I can’t fucking wait that long.” He growled near her ear as he pushed her into the public locker room and then grabbed her hand and all but dragged her towards the back where the showers were located, “I want younow.”
“Connor,I…”
“Don’t you dare tell me no right now, Lu.” He glared at her as he snapped the plastic sheeting of the last shower aside and pushed her in, flipping on the hot water to drown out their voices as he backed her under the spray, “You’ve had me on edge all day. Ignoring my texts. Ignoringme.”
“I wasn’t.” She yelped as he wrapped a hand in her hair and tugged her ponytail free, sending her hair cascading down, “I forgot myphone.”
“I thought you were brushing me off and then…” He groaned as he ripped his polo over his head and dropped the soaked material to the ground behind him, “Then you go and kiss me like that in front of everyone. You fucking claimed me, Lu and I’m goddamn sure going to claim you rightback.”
She shivered at the dark look in his eyes as much as the husky tone of his voice. Oh, she’d known she surprised him out there but she hadn’t known this would be his reaction. She bit her lip as he kicked off his shoes and then began to unbutton and unzip his pants. She had thought she’d experienced the depth of how much Connor wanted her when he’d taken her this morning butthis…
This wasn’t want. She realized as she watched his muscles twitch and his eyes go hooded. This wasneed.
Pure. Desperate. Unimaginable.Need.
“Connor…” Her voice was shaky as she shook her head, “We’re in public. Let’s just go back to the roomand…”
“No.” He growled as he dropped his pants and took a firm grip on his cock, “You give me a hard-on in public. You take care of it in public. Get on your knees.Now.”
She blinked at him in surprise as the rough words pricked at her subconscious. His eyes twinkled and one corner of his mouth tipped up. What was it he’d said when he told her he wanted control of their sexual relationship? Something about her balking the first time he told her to get on her knees and suck hiscock.
Right.
