Page 64 of Should've Been Us
“I know. I can feel it. Because I know you, baby, Know every inch of this beautiful body. Because it’s mine. Allmine.”
She moaned but the tingling down his spine warned he was almost out of time and her gasps and grunts and moans of pleasure weren’t enough all of a sudden. No matter what his brain told him about not pushing her, his heart and his body wanted more from her. Now. They said that he’d waited for her long enough and it was time she fucking admitted what they already knew. He bit his tongue but still somehow the words that had been welling up inside of him found a way past his gritted teeth andlips.
“Say it. Say you’re mine. You know it’s true. Say it. Say it and I’ll let youcome.”
“Yours.” Lulu slid her hand down her own body, finding his fingers that were strumming her clit and helping him to get her off in one of the hands-down sexiest moves he’d ever seen. “I’m yours. All yours. Oh God, Con…I’m…”
“Come.” He grunted into her ear as he felt her begin to spasmagain.
His hips hammered back and forth, fighting the way her body tried to suck him deep and keep him inside. He could feel his balls draw up and he growled as pleasure began to pour into his veins like hot lava. The feel of Lulu all around him, her body gripping him tight, her words ringing in his ears, he couldn’t hold back a second longer. He slammed into her twice more and then held himself deep as he came and came andcame.
Lulu’s slick, tight pussy pulsed all around him, drawing him in deep until he could practically feel her womb and some part of him wished she wasn’t on the pill. He loved that they’d never used a condom but he wanted more with her than just sex. This was more than sex. He dreamed of seeing her wearing his ring and taking his name just as often as he dreamed of watching her belly swell with his children as they built a family and a life together. But when she whimpered and went soft against him, he knew that those dreams, while closer, were still out of reach fornow.
“Look.” He nudged softly at her throat when she tipped her head back against his chest, “Look atus.”
Her eyes drifted open slowly, hazy from her orgasm, but she found them in the mirror and all but purred when he cupped her mound and her breast possessively. She shivered in his grip but didn’t try to pull away. She finally met his eyes and when she did he spoke again, voice rough from emotions as much assex.
“You’re beautiful, Lulu. The most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. The only woman I’ve ever truly wanted. And I want all of you. Not just this part.” He squeezed her mound slightly, accenting his point and then moved the hand on her breast a fraction higher, over her heart, “I want all of you, for real. Look at us and tell me this doesn’t feel right, that I can’t make you happy, that we weren’t meant to be together likethis.”
Lulu twisted slightly in his arm, just enough to brush her mouth against his. She kissed him softly for the briefest of seconds. It must have hurt her neck but she did it and then she faced forward again, meeting his eyes in the mirror, looking far steadier than he felt when she smiledsoftly.
“I can’t, Connor, because I’m done lying to myself. You do make me happy. Being with you does feel right. And I’m yours. All ofme.”
His heart clenched and he held her close. He kissed her sweat-slicked skin. He ran his tongue over her shoulder and neck. He nipped at her ear. He hugged her to his chest. And when she shivered he finally slipped from her body and turned her in his arms, kissing her firmly on the mouth as he picked her up and carried her to theshower.
He bathed them in warm heat, never once taking his hands from her and kissing her each time she started to speak. As much as he’d wanted those three little words from her, as much as he’d pushed already, he simply wanted to spend the rest of the night holding her and loving her. Because when she did, finally, admit that she loved him, to him, he didn’t want it to be in a hangover of orgasms and lust and he didn’t want them to benaked.
He wanted her to be awake and well-rested and sure of herself and her words when she saidit.
He tucked them into bed together, pulling her into his arms and burying his face in her hair. She sighed contentedly and reached for his hand. Their fingers twined and they pressed together from shoulder to knee, naked flesh to naked flesh. Nothing between them. Just the way it was supposed tobe.
