Page 19 of Free to Love You
Mega’s eyes tightened. “Look, I just wanted to be clear. It’s important to know, especially in case of a special emergency. You have someone on the ground in need of medical attention. The dude you thought was a doctor is just a PhD. What that man supposed to do? Throw his dissertation at the guy on the ground? Clarity is important.”
“You have a point; I’ll give that to you.” I agreed with his logic.
A few moments into our conversation, the men’s wives came over to pull Love away. I was worried until I saw her laughing. For the next half an hour the men and women were separated. When my baby came back to me, she looked exhausted. I opened my arms for her to walk into. “You ready to go?”
She gave me the cutest pout. “Yes, we can leave. I want to take a shower then go to bed.”
I laughed because her ass was not a night person at all. She was an early bird. Last night was the first time that we slept in the same house and bed. The house I rented was a four bedroom. My expectation was that she would want to sleep in a room by herself. She quashed that expectation when we arrived. When I questioned her about whether she was sure, she reminded me that the decisions she made were her own.
Croy helped me secure the beach house that we rented. It was only three houses down from where the wedding took place on their private beach area. Love and I were able to walk to the wedding.
Love used the shower in the bedroom that we slept in. I used one in another room. After I put on my basketball shorts, I walked into the bedroom we slept in to lotion myself. I stopped in my tracks when I saw what Love wore. “Wait, let me go back out and come back in.” I heard her giggles, but I was serious. My feet brought me back into the room. “Love, baby, did you need me to come back?”
She sat in the middle of the bed with just a T-shirt on. Her legs were crossed. “No, you don’t have to leave. You’re fine.”
I was taking this shit molasses slow with her ass to make sure she was always comfortable. It was very commendable on my part because the only thing that we had done was kiss. I have touched her ass maybe four times since we’ve been together.
“That’s what you’re sleeping in, baby?” When she nodded, my brow rose. “Lovina, I love you. I’m going to tell you that sleeping in bed with me with that on is not going to work unless we are about to have some kind of action. I’m not sure if I can lay next to you and not at least rub on your ass.”
She stared at me for a beat. It was a questionable gaze, but I wasn’t sure what she questioned. “You love me?”
Damn! I didn’t even realize I said that. Well, I said it now. Might as well double down. “Yeah, I do. I love the fuck out your lil ass.”
Her cheek went toward her lifted shoulder before her eyes met mine. “I love you too.” She shifted on the bed. “I was thinking that we could do something.”
“Something like what, Love?” I needed her to tell me something. There was no way she was asking me what I thought she was.
She cleared her throat. “I love you and you love me. I want to share my virginity with you.”
“Love, there is no sharing your virginity. Once I get it, it’s gone. Once it’s gone, that pussy belongs to me respectfully,” I told her.
She was in here talking about she wanted to share her virginity. I planned to obliterate that shit when she gave me the chance. We had been together for what I would call a lil minute. To some it might not be that long, but they didn’t matter.
She tittered quietly. “Okay, well, I don’t want to share my virginity. I want to give it to you.”
I was a grown ass man, but I felt like a whole ass teenager who was about to have sex with his first girl ever. I had to get myself together because my dick was acting a fool right now. I walked to the side of the bed. “Lovina, are you sure you want to do this? I want you to make sure this is what you really want. This isn’t something that you are required to do, on some real shit. I can wait.
“If you want to wait until after I marry you, then I’ll wait, baby. Now, we might get married within the next six months but that’s neither here nor there.” I would marry her tomorrow if she allowed me to.
I knew she was for me when I came to her apartment one day after I had a rough case where the patient died. The patient was a six-year-old little boy who was hit by a car that was involved in a high-speed chase with the police. The surgeons worked their asses off to save that baby, but God just needed him more.
It was like Love felt my energy. She listened to me talk before she pulled me into her arms. We watched television, and I slept on her lap until dinner. I knew then that she was who I not only wanted but needed forever. My mama told me there was a blessing in the difference when it came to Love. I believed that wholeheartedly. She was my calm.
She crawled over to me, then lifted her body on her knees. Her arms wrapped around my waist. “Erygon, this is what Iwant. I want to be with you in the most intimate way. I don’t want to wait anymore.”
Her stare was intense, and her words were firm. I lowered my lips to hers. Since our first kiss, she had become quite the kisser. I didn’t mind at all. The more we kissed, the harder my dick got. My hand went to her ass, and I guided her to lay on the bed.
My hand slowly moved up her leg. I pulled back when I got to the prize. “Oh, you are ready,” I commented with a smirk. “Let me find out you don’t need my help.”
Her ass didn’t have on fucking panties. If she wasn’t a virgin, I would say that she was trying to get fucked in here. I almost lost my mind when she winked. “I want you to talk me through it.”What in the Amish girl gone sexy shit is this?
“Aye, stop reading those damn books talking about talk you through it.” I kissed her neck. “Do you even know what that means?”
She didn’t answer—just like I knew that she knew that she didn’t know. I pulled back to tell her to pull down my shorts. I needed her to have some skin in the game when it came to this sex thing. Yeah, she said this was her decision, so I wanted it to be her hands that took out this dick.
She paused for a moment. Her arms unwrapped from my neck, then her hands traveled down my sides. When her hands got to the waist of my shorts and started to pull them down, I rewarded her with a passionate kiss. She moaned into my mouth as my fingers played with her clit. That pussy was wet.
I lifted my waist to help her with her task as well as used one of my hands to pull them the rest of the way down. It was a hand, legs, and foot collaboration to get my shorts down. I thought about taking her shirt off, but I decided not to. “Grab my dick, Love. I want you to feel what’s about to go up in you now and for life.”
