“Are you on your period?”
I’m going to fucking kill him as I thrash about underneath him.
“Hey, fucking stop it.” His expression turns cold. “What has gotten into you?”
“Me?Me?!” I scream in his face. “You fucked me over. You goddamn fucked me over.”
Then the reason why I am pissed dawns on him, and he starts laughing, which freezes me in my spot. “You’re upset that I’m selling you?” He keeps laughing.
I just lie there.
“Oh shit, you are.” Nikolai can’t control his laughter anymore, and then he stops, and his face is serious. His eyes bore into mine. “I told you. You are mine to do whatever I want with. And what I want is to get rid of you.”
My body tenses at his words.
“That’s right, Zoe, I knew exactly what you were up to. The,oh baby, I want youbullshit you have been spouting at me. You were clear as fucking glass, but I liked you letting me fuck you. I hate forcing myself on you, and I just wanted you to fuck me like you used to before Russia.”
Tears start to well in my eyes. I’m a fucking fool. How the hell did I think I was outsmarting this man? He is pure evil—you can’t fight that, good never fucking wins.
“Oh, don’t cry, baby. We only have one night left together. I want to make it count. So does Dmitri.” He chuckles as he rubs his hard-on against me.
I spit in his face. “Fuck you.”
Nikolai’s palm comes down across my cheek. “That is exactly what we are going to do. After tomorrow, you are going to be someone else’s problem, and maybe then you will realize that you had it good with me. That I was a good owner. You could be sold to some crazy man who likes his women to fuck animals.”
“I would rather fuck an animal than you.” I spit in his face again, which makes him explode and he slaps me across the face.
“I can be an animal if you want. I can fucking ruin you.”
“Do it, kill me, fucking kill me!” I scream at him.
“Nothing would satisfy me more, but I would rather see you sold and any hope of you ever going home to your lovers gone.”
I don’t want to show him my emotions, but I don’t catch my sob in time.
“How could I ever forgive you for leaving me?”
Slap.
“I thought you loved me, Zoe? But you left me.”
Slap.
“I fucking loved you, first woman I ever fucking loved, and you ran.”
Slap.
My head is feeling fuzzy.
“Loyalty, Zoe, loyalty is the most important thing to me, and you disrespected me by escaping.”
Slap.
“You should be dead.”
Slap.
“Then to find out you’re alive and fucking those assholes, you chose those two over me.”