Page 65 of Things We Hide from the Light
“Damn it, Nash! How am I supposed to be responsible and say no to that?”
That tired half smile was my undoing. I believed him. Because he was the kind of man who told the truth. And right now, he was telling it to me.
“I’m so fucking tired, Angel. I just want to close my eyes next to you. Can we worry about the consequences after?”
The man knew how to get to me in the best possible way.
“Fine. But no one is sleeping naked. There will beno sexor running of any bases. There will be no snuggling or cuddling or canoodling. And I’m not cooking you breakfast. Not because it’s a rule but because I don’t know what I’m doing in the kitchen and I’d end up poisoning you.”
“If you stay, breakfast is on me.”
I chewed on my bottom lip, considering. “One more thing.”
“Name your price.”
“We keep this between the two of us.”
Piper’s head popped up at my feet. Nash leaned over and gave her ears a half-hearted ruffle, and I swear I saw hearts appear in her little doggy eyes.
“My apologies. The three of us,” I amended.
“I agree to the terms. But if you want it notarized, we’re gonna have to bring Nancy Fetterheim in, and she’s not known for keepin’ secrets.”
“High-five?” I held up my hand.
That ghost of a smile got a little more pronounced. “You high-five to close deals?”
High fives were less intimate. There wasn’t a lingering pressing of palms, a knowing grip of fingers. It was easy, casual, and absolutely not sexy.
“Don’t leave me hanging, hotshot.”
He slapped my palm.
“Now that that’s settled, you’re going to shower and I’m going to go change.”
“Don’t go. Please. I’ll give you something to sleep in. Just…don’t leave.”
For a second, the facade of charming confidence disappeared and I caught another glimpse of the man beneath it all.
I sighed. I’d already brushed my teeth and performed my five-step skincare routine, so technically, I didn’t need anything from my place.
“I’m sorry for putting you in this position, Angelina. I get that it’s not fair. And I want you to know that under normal circumstances, I’d absolutely be trying to get you into my bed. But I’d be doin’ it with flowers and dinner and a different aim.”
“Are you always this honest?”
“No point in being otherwise,” he said, putting his hands into the cushion and slowly getting to his feet. Exhaustion was evident in the hunch of his shoulders.
I rose with him and slipped an arm around his waist. His arm fell heavily over my shoulders. He was too tired to hide the fact that he really did need to lean on me.
“Oh, so you’ve talked to your brother and Liza J about what’s going on?” I pried as we headed toward Very Bad Idea Town, a.k.a. his bedroom.
“There’s a difference between bein’ honest and keepin’ private matters private.”
I was glad to hear him say that. For me, of course. Not for him, because obviouslyheshould be truthful with the people who cared about him.Mysituation was entirely different.
“I’m not here to tell you what to do. You’re a big boy. You know what’s best for you.”
He paused at the dresser and opened a drawer. It was full of neatly folded shirts. “Long sleeve or short?”
