Page 84 of A Long Way Back
“Yes! Fucking hell. Why would I say no?”
Ink got out of bed.
“Where are you going?”
“To get what we need.”
Ink came back with lube, a box of condoms, and a small towel.
“Where’s the instruction manual?” Tay asked.
“You’re allowed a small moment of panic. Right, that’s it. You’ve had it.” Ink peeled back the sheet on the bed.
Tay’s cock was hard again. Ink opened the box of condoms and handed one to him, then lay on his back.
“Should I put it on now?” Tay asked.
“Generally, it goes on before.”
“I’ve never… I’ll just read the instructions.”
Ink laughed.
“I’m a fast reader.”
“Good.”
Ink squirted lube over his fingers, then bent his knees and reached between his legs to circle the entrance to his body. He pushed and pressed until he could get a fingertip through the ring of muscle.
“I got the condom on. Does it look okay? Oh fuck, did I actually ask you that?”
Ink smiled, the world blurring as he worked himself deeper.
Tay sat watching. “Let me do that.” He picked up the lube and Ink wiped his fingers on the towel.
A moment later, Ink arched his back as Tay pushed a finger against his hole.
“Too hard? Too soft?”
“Just right, Goldilocks.”
Tay laughed and as his finger slid deeper, Ink sucked in a breath.
“Oh God.” Tay groaned. “I… Oh fuck… I… Jesus.”
Ink clenched his muscles and Tay’s eyes widened. “Will you do that when I…”
“Move your finger, Prince Charming. Make the magic happen.”
When Tay curled his finger and found his prostate, Ink whimpered.
“Okay?” Tay whispered.
“Uh-huh. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Have you ever done this to yourself?”
“Sort of. I tried, but…”
Ink wrapped a hand around his cock as Tay slid his finger in and out, loosening him up, winding him up. Tay leaned over to kiss him, and Ink almost lost it.
