Page 93 of Waiting for Ru
“I have another plan.” Ru went up on tiptoe and kissed him, sliding his tongue along the line of Jasim’s mouth. “This one doesn’t take a year. It might only take seconds. I apologise in advance.”
They undressed each other as they kissed, half-laughing into each other’s mouths as they struggled out of their clothes. Ru’s fingers were shaking, but so were Jasim’s. Somehow, they crossed the room to the bed and Ru found himself lying on the sheet, with Jasim next to him, the brightly coloured cover kicked aside.
Panting, Ru pulled back from Jasim’s mouth. “I run out of air with you.” He looked down, took in Jasim’s erection and let out a shaky breath. “Wow. It’s beautiful.”
It was. Rising straight up, the head already glistening.
“Is that a stupid thing to say?” Ru whispered. “That you have a beautiful dick?”
Jasim chuckled. “Not when you’re saying it to me.”
“I like the word dick. I looked up why that was used for a penis. I wanted to know the right and wrong words for everything.”
“What did you find out about dick?”
“It was British military slang in the 19thcentury.” Ru ran his finger over the head of Jasim’s erection and Jasim shuddered. “Soldiers called their cocks by ordinary names like Peter and Willy, and Dick was just another name. A little soldier helmeted and ready for war. Though you aren’t helmeted. I looked that up too. Before I met you… I was… watching stuff online and wondering if I was abnormal. Circumcision’s a religious thing, right?”
“In Judaism and Islam, mainly. In Judaism it’s more a matter of faith and in Islam more to do with cleanliness, I think, but don’t quote me.”
“Do you mind that I’m not circumcised?”
“No. Do you mind that I am?”
“No.”
“I’m nervous,” Ru blurted. “That’s why I’m talking too much. I’ve watched porn, but I’ve not…”
Jasim pulled him in close and they somehow fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. Arms and legs in the right places so they were pressed together, perfectly aligned and nothing felt awkward.
“You’re gorgeous,” Jasim whispered.
Ru chewed his lip. “I don’t know what I’m doing. But I want to do everything. Except I’m so excited I could burst.”
Jasim laughed. “Try not to burst too soon.”
“Stop me then. Can you?”
Jasim’s eyes darkened.
“Do whatever you like. Please. I just…” Ru’s heart was racing. When Jasim’s lips grazed Ru’s neck, he sucked in a breath. Every time Jasim touched him, Ru’s lungs jolted. A hot tongue trailed along Ru’s collarbone and though he tried to hold in his whimper, it escaped. Lower still, Jasim drew patterns on Ru’s skin with his fingers as well as his tongue. When his mouth settled over Ru’s belly button, Ru’s breathing went weird. He felt…so hot, as if he was burning from the inside out. His cock was going to explode. His balls ached. He…
Jasim’s fingers settled around the base of Ru’s cock, held him tight and pushed down to put pressure on his balls. “Not yet.”
Almost pain, almost pleasure, Ru floundered in a state of confused arousal. “Now?”
Jasim chuckled. “Not yet.” He came back up the bed and kissed him and Ru wanted to cry with the sheer joy of being here, doing this.
“Calm now?” Jasim whispered. “Can I let you go? Will you try not to come?”
“You say that like I have any control.”
“Put your hands on the pillow.”
The moment he did, Jasim wrapped his hands around Ru’s wrists, restraining him as he held himself over him, his weight on his forearms. They looked at each other for a long moment and now Ru thought his heart would explode too.
“I’m not going to fuck you tonight,” Jasim said.
Ru frowned. “I want you to. I want you inside me. I want you to do what you did before but with your cock. I want to feel you inside me. You’re big and I want to feel that. I don’t care if it hurts. I want you. Now. Now!”
