Page 41 of The Widow's Scandalous Gentleman
Chapter Seventeen
“I fear the time has come,” Lord Jasper Vexley said quietly, “to acknowledge that my continued presence at Seacliff Retreat serves only to complicate matters that now require resolution beyond the scope of my influence. My family connections, my name, the scrutiny I bring—none of these can shield this place any longer. If anything, I fear they may hasten its undoing.”
He stood in the pale blue hush of early morning, the sky behind him just beginning to blush with dawn. The stable yard was still and empty, the rest of the house deep in slumber. Even the birds had yet to rouse. His travelling coat was fastened high at the collar, and beside him, his horse stood saddled and ready, its breath curling white into the chill air.
It had been his intention to depart without farewell. Not out of cowardice—he had faced worse—but because he had no desire to unpick, word by word, the tangle of goodbyes he did not want to say. He had written letters, instead. Tucked into his coat, they weighed heavier than they ought to have. One for Thalia. One for Sir Edmund. And one for his Aunt Iris, who would certainly have sharp words about his timing, sharper ones about his discretion, and would demand clarity upon her return to Vexwood.
His decision had not come swiftly. It had come by degrees, shaped by a sleepless night and Edmund’s sober warnings, by Thalia’s quiet resolve and his brother’s carefully worded letter. He had considered every alternative. But in the end, one truth had remained: so long as she believed his name inextricably tied to hers, she would never cease trying to protect him—from scandal, from scrutiny, from ruin.
And so, he would do what honour now required. He would leave.
Jasper drew in a long breath, letting his gaze move across the quiet grounds. The windows of the main house still glowed faintly with the warmth of last night’s fires. Somewhere beyond, the conservatory waited in darkness—where laughter had rung, where paintings had been born and music tested in tentative chords. The memory of those evenings, vivid and unguarded, would follow him far beyond Brighton’s cliffs.
How strange, to have arrived as a reluctant emissary of the Duke and to now leave changed in ways he could scarcely name. It had not been the art alone, northe defiance of social norms. It had been the people. The possibility. The rare courage of a woman who refused to let the world dictate what a home should be.
The horse shifted beneath his hand. He stilled it gently.
Then came the soft tread of approaching footsteps.
He turned, expecting Hopkins, perhaps. But it was Miss Ivy Fairweather, wrapped in a shawl and framed by the stable door like a figure from a dream. She hesitated, then stepped forward into the grey light, her expression composed but not cold.
Her hands moved with quiet precision, shaping words in the space between them.
“You are leaving.”
He inclined his head. “Yes.”
A pause.
“We will miss you.”
Something in his chest pulled taut. “And I, you.”
Her hands moved again, slowly, carefully.
“Thank you for defending us. For believing this place mattered. That we mattered.”
Jasper’s throat worked, but he could not speak. He simply stepped forward, bowed his head, and pressed a hand briefly to his heart.
“I hope you’ll tell Lady Greaves, and the others,” he said, voice low, “that I wish them well—more than well. That I hope they find peace here. That I regret only that my presence has become a liability to what deserves every chance to endure.”
Before Ivy could respond, footsteps echoed across the courtyard stones—too swift to be aimless. Jasper turned just as Thalia appeared, her figure poised but unmistakably tense.
“Lord Jasper,” she said, each word measured, formal. “Is this to be your farewell?”
He met her gaze, shoulders already squared for impact. “I had not planned on farewells. But yes.”
“Without notice. Without… discussion.”
“There is little left to discuss.”
“I disagree,” she said crisply. “A great deal remains, though we may not wish to speak it.”
A silence stretched, brittle with all that was unsaid.
“I meant to spare you more disruption,” he said at last. “My remaining serves no one now. Least of all you.”
“How generous,” she said. “To determine, unilaterally, what will spare me.”
