Evan tugs on my wrist and my body crashes into his chest. He grabs my shoulders and turns me around in one swift movement, placing my back to his front as he takes both of my wrists in one hand, binding them together like a handcuff, and secures them behind me and against his stomach. I try to fight him, but his strength is overwhelming. There’s no way out. He takes his other hand and puts it on my throat, pulling my head back so that it’s resting on his shoulder.
As much as I try to ignore my feelings, they overpower me, and I seem to cave every time. My body reacts to Evan’s touch and words, even when I don’t want it to. He truly possesses me. I can’t let that distract me.
“Say that again, angel. It sounded good.”
Evan’s hold on my neck is squeezing the air out of me, but I manage to speak. “Go fuck yourself,” I croak.
“I’d rather you do it,” he retorts. “Even when you hate me, I can smell your arousal from a mile away,agápi mou.” He brings his lips to my ear. “I don’t disgust you, Angelica. It’s the complete opposite. I know you want my cock, and I’ll give it to you, but…” He tightens his hold on my wrists, and I let out a little cry. “Only if you admit that you and I are endgame. I don’t give a fuck if you want to stay mad at me for days, months, or even years. I’ll deal with it and earn your forgiveness. But never forget you belong to me and that every inch of you ismine.”
My wrists hurt from his grip, and he has me in the most uncomfortable position, but I can’t help but melt into his hold at his whispered words.
“Your body, mind, and soul are mine. I’ve ruined you for anyone else. I’ll kill anyone who gets in between us, Angelica. If I can’t have you,” he brushes my ear with his lips and nibbles on my earlobe, “no one else can.”
I’m weak. Mentally because I can’t think straight when he is around, and physically because he literally has me in a choke hold.
“Do you understand, Angelica?”
My knees buckle and I swallow hard. “Yes.”
I want to be angry and thrash out at him, push him away, but I can’t. I love him. I want him to claim me. Take me and leave his imprint on me. It doesn’t mean I forgive him. He’ll have to work for that. Any other words literally get stuck in my throat when he lets go of my wrists and turns me back around to face him. He looks down at me, his big body hovering over my small frame, and brushes the back of his uninjured hand down the side of my face. He’s eyeing me like he wants to devour his prey and my whole insides tingle in anticipation. Right now, in this room, Evan has all the power. And not just here, but everywhere he goes. His presence commands attention that is almost impossible to ignore.
He runs his tongue across his teeth and sits back down on the bed. “Come here,” he orders.
I take a couple steps, until I’m standing between his legs and he slips his hand under my skirt, digging his fingers into my ass. The tension grows and my clit swells. All I want to do is grind on his leg to ease the ache. He leans forward and untucks my shirt from the skirt, kissing my stomach all the way up to my breasts, and leaving a trail of butterflies that flutter up to my chest. I throw my head back and let out a quiet moan, and at that very moment, he lifts my shirt over my breasts and sucks one of my nipples into his mouth, pulling out a cry from me. I feel his hand trail from my ass to my center and he spreads my folds, gliding a finger over my wetness.
“Fuck. Is this all for me, angel?” he asks, his lips still covering my nipple.
My body feels like it’s on fire, my entire core pulsating with need every time his lips touch my skin. A desperate noise escapes my mouth and Evan shoves two fingers into my entrance. I suck in a deep breath. He grins at my reaction. I crave more, so I move my hips against his hand, creating the friction I need and intensifying the feeling. Evan takes his fingers out and I almost protest. He gets up and buries his face in my neck and makes a sound of satisfaction that turns me on even more.
“You feel and taste like paradise, Angelica.”
He kisses his way to my lips, and I eagerly open my mouth to meet his tongue. At this point, I would hump his arm if it meant I could get my release. I’m so turned on, I can barely function. Evan turns us around and lowers my back onto the bed without breaking our kiss. His body floats over mine before he gently brings his hips down and presses his erection between my legs. His dick is bulging out of his jeans. I need him inside of me.
“Evan, I want you,” I say in a breathy moan.
“You don’twantme. Youneedme,” he says as he takes off my shirt.
I’m completely naked under him and I try to fight the urge to cover myself. Evan sees my arms start to lift and stops me right away.
“What did I tell you about hiding from me, kitten?” Evan stares down at me, our breathing heavy and full of urgency. I bite on my bottom lip. Being with him feels soright, even though I know it’s wrong. I shouldn’t want him right now, but I do. Without a second thought, I unbutton his pants. I reach into his jeans and grip his dick. I don’t think I’ll ever get over how big he is. My body becomes restless under him. How much longer until I can feel him inside of me? I start getting frustrated, which seems to amuse him.
“Use your words, Angelica. Tell me what you want.”
“I want—need—you inside of me.Please.”The last word is barely audible.
Pushing his pants down, he takes the tip of his shaft and glides it over my clit, teasing my entrance. I shudder.I can’t take it, anymore.
“Evan,please. Fuck me.Now.”
His eyes are filled with a desperate hunger. “I just wanted to hear you beg.”
I wrap my legs around his waist as he slowly inches his length inside of me. I close my eyes and squirm with pleasure and pain, his girth barely fitting.
“You’re so fucking tight, Angelica. You were made for me.”
My arms swing to his neck and he lowers himself down on me.
“Keep your eyes open and look at me while I’m inside you.” He pushes all the way in, hard, and I cry out loudly, the sound quickly turning into a moan. But I keep my eyes fixed on him. “Good girl,” he praises.