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“It’s…” He shakes his head.“Everything else.I got in here and I started thinking.About everything.What happened tonight and why?The thirteen years between us.The fact that I haven’t been with anyone in over a year.”
Okay, I gotta shut this down fast.Reaching past him, I grab the knob and turn the shower off.“All valid concerns.Let’s talk about them.Or maybe first we do something about the fact that we’re naked.Either way, I vote we save the environment by getting out of here.”
His laugh is deep, but tired.When I grab a fluffy towel to help dry him off, he instead rubs his slick body against me, wrapping his arms around my neck.Boy does that get things going again.
We kiss again, and honestly, I could do that all night.His lips are plump and a little bit salty.He’s got stubble he didn’t have the first time we hooked up, and I’m surprised by how much I like it rubbing against my skin.
“Would it help if I pointed out we’ve been having sex for over a month now?Mostly not in person, but still.I’ve claimed your ass whether I’ve been inside of it or not, and I’ve got a modest goal of ruining you for anyone else.”My lips brush against his, and I could swear I feel him shiver.
Have I mentioned how much I like the way his eyes crinkle at the corners when he smiles?There’s a soft noise in the back of his throat, almost a scoff.He thinks I’m joking.
I’m as serious as cancer.I’m claiming Fallon in the name of myself.It’s an important goal, because now that I’ve decided I want him, I’m going to have him.Nobody else is allowed.
“Sounds like we should both scale back our goals.”He’s laughing, but it’s a nervous sound.
“Maybe.”I clear my throat, even as I’m licking the water droplets off his shoulder.“How about this?I’ll aim to get a condom on without accidentally shooting it across the room and putting my dick in the wrong hole—hey, stop laughing.I did that once.The condom thing, not the other one.To be fair, I was sixteen and it was my first time.”
Fuck, he’s sexy when he laughs.When he smiles.Best of all, when he’s relaxed.We make it back to the bed in nothing but our towels, and I slide over to the bedside table to find the condoms and lube.
“On the bed.”I roll my shoulders back.I can’t fucking wait for this.“I want you on your knees again.”
My words seem to make him tremble.Impossibly, seeing him this way makes me even harder.
Weirdly, I’m wishing I had a feather.Something soft to stroke over his skin.I kneel between his spread legs and I let my fingers roam over his back, his ass, his hips, and his thighs.In the interest of making him as desperate as possible, I avoid directly touching his dick.
I can’t get over how he responds to me, how every slide of my palms and fingertips results in moans and whimpers and so much goddamn trembling.
So if I had a feather or, I don’t know, a cotton ball?One of those soft little puff balls my ex used to put on her makeup?Bet that would make him lose his fucking mind.
I really want to see Fallon lose his mind.Over and over.I want to be the reason.The only reason.
“Jesus, PJ, if you don’t fuck me soon, I think I might explode.”
There’s a flicker of something more than eagerness in Fallon’s eyes.Feels a little like he’s battling me for control.I like it.
I snap my fingers, giving Fallon a look that says “I’m in charge.”
“Is this what topping from the bottom is?I’ve read about that.You want to be the one in charge, baby?”
He shakes his head.But I don’t miss the way his eyes flare to life again.My Fallon has a curious excitement in his eyes.It looks good, that spark.
I’m filing this moment away for later.After all, I went into my first date with Fallon assuming I’d be the one having to submit.I’m not completely opposed to changing roles sometime, if he wants to.
I open the lube and get to work.I squeeze the bottle too hard, which causes me to positively drown my fingers in slippery stuff.Guess I’ll just have to make good use of all of it.
“Tell me your safe word again, baby,” I tell him as I reach down to give his dick a lazy stroke.
“Mm.Pancakes.”
“Good.All this shit is new to me, you know?My ex let me fuck her ass a couple of times, but, honestly, she got pretty grumpy about it, so I’m in new territory here.”I stroke him again, and once more for good measure, eliciting another delicious moan.“So, use your words, Fallon.I want to know exactly how you feel.Exactly what you like.”
“You weren’t nearly this gentle with me on our first date.”
That night, I was angry.Resentful over having to take a date I didn’t want.Since that date led to Fallon and me being here right now, I’ve got a different perspective.
“Humor me.”
He gets a little flushed.“I’d like you to get inside of me, Keeper.And I’d like you to fuck me.As hard as you can.”
