Page 13 of Hooked On Him
“They are,” I sigh happily, the alcohol in my body making me feel all fuzzy and happy. “I want that.”
“Yeah?” He smiles, and god, he looks so pretty when he smiles. Austin had a few drinks too, but he’s nowhere near where I am. I’m not trashed or anything, but I’m feeling a lot more relaxed than I was before. His once styled hair is now messy, likehe’s been running his hand through it. I wanna run my hands through it. I bet it’s soft.
I wonder how it would feel between my fingers as I tugged on it while he has those pretty pouty lips wrapped around my cock.
Fuck. My cock. It’s so painfully hard right now. Austin looks good. He smells good. He’s just... ugh.
“You okay there?” he chuckles.
I blink, trying to get my brain to click back on.
“I’m fine.” I smile. “Better than fine. Horny, actually.”
Austin’s eyes widen, the smile on his face growing. “Oh yeah? You are?”
“Yeah.” I nod, sighing heavily. “It’s been so long since I’ve had sex.” I realize what I’m saying, but tipsy Levi doesn’t seem to care. This is why I don’t drink much. I tend to get loose lips. Lips that would love to know what he tastes like down my throat. “Ugh.” I reach down and adjust myself.
Austin scoots his chair closer, the heat of his body right next to mine. “And why haven’t you had sex in a while?”
“Because I’m single,” I pout.
His eyes drop to my lips before licking his own. “What does being single have to do with not having sex? You could always hook up.”
“I know.” I shrug. “Just not for me.” My cheeks heat at the next words that I blurt out. “I don’t like the idea of sex with someone I don’t trust. I want someone to know my body, my wants, and my needs. Plus...” I look away, chewing on my lip as nerves flutter in my stomach.
“Plus what?” Austin’s voice has this low husky rasp to it that makes me shiver. He grips my chin gently, turning my attention back to him, and I have to swallow down the whimper that gets stuck in my throat.
His deep blue eyes bore into mine, and I find myself suddenly wanting to bare my soul to him. Like I can trust him with my deepest worries.
“My ex. He... he was a good guy, until he wasn’t. He was very controlling and jealous. Nothing ever seemed to please him. And he loved to remind me just how incompatible we were in the bedroom.”
Anger flashes in Austin’s eyes, making my heart start to race.
“Brogan, right?” I nod, my chin still in his grasp. “I always fucking hated that asshole. He didn’t deserve you, Levi. You are way too good for him.”
“He didn’t think so,” I whisper.
“Fuck what he thinks. He doesn’t know anything. He sounds like a selfish prick.”
“He was,” I sigh. “It was always about him. His pleasure. Never mine. As long as he got off, that’s all he cared about. He told me I was too much for him. Too needy. My sex drive was too high.” I try to look away, but Austin doesn’t let me.
“Don’t look away from me, baby,” he growls. “Don’t you be ashamed of who you are. There’s nothing wrong with wanting those things, okay? You just need to find the right person to give you what you need. And trust me.” He chuckles, his eyes heating with desire. “I know for a fact there are men out there who would jump at that chance to give it to you.” His thumb brushes my chin, making my body ignite, warmth blooming inside me.
He called me baby. Why? And why did that turn me into this needy little puddle for him?
Him. I want him to give it to me. To hold me, to fuck me, to pin me down and do all the dirty things to me.
And I almost tell him. Thankfully, I bite my tongue.
His hold on my chin drops, and I almost whimper at the loss of his touch. It wasn’t enough. I need more.
“I wouldn’t know.” I look away. “I don’t have time to date. My life is school and work.”
“It doesn't have to be,” Austin says.
I huff out a laugh. “Seeing how I’m thirty grand in debt, yeah, it does.”
His frowns. “Why so much?”
