Page 19 of Blinded By Forever
She moans, even as her nails claw my arms. “Don’t be gentle.”
“I wasn’t planning on it.” I spin her around and shove her towards the bed. She stumbles, but doesn’t get on the bed. She glancing over her shoulder at me. That look alone has my dick rock hard, throbbing behind my zipper. “
“And if I don’t?”
“I’ll fuck you right here.” I walk closer to her, pressing my hips against hers. “But either way, I’m not leaving until you’re begging me to stop.”
She climbs on the bed slowly, like she wants to test me. Jaclyn pauses and looks back at me, her ass arched just enough to drive me insane. I lose the last bit of self control I have left and am on her in seconds.
I grab her hips and pull her back towards me. My mouth latches onto her neck and I yank her shirt up and over her head. “You missed this, didn’t you?” I mutter as my hand slowly makes its way to the spot between her legs. “Missed me making you forget why you’re mad?”
“I’m still mad at you,” she hisses, her voice hitching as my fingers brush against her soaked underwear.
“Then take it out on me,” I whisper in her ear. “Scratch me, bite me, tell me you hate me while I fuck you like you’re mine.”
“Hayden-”
“I said tell me,” I say while rubbing my fingers against her pussy through her underwear.
“I hate how good you fuck me when I’m mad at you,” she breathes.
“That’s what I thought.” I rip her underwear off, no time for slow. No time for sweet or gentle. I need to be inside her now. I shove my pants down just enough to free my dick, line up behind her and slam into her in one brutal thrust. She gasps, her fists clenching the sheets. “Take every inch like a good girl,” I groan, rocking into her. “Even when you hate me.”
“I don’t-”
I shove her head into the mattress, cutting her off before I start going hard and deep. My hips slap against her ass with every thrust. My name falls from her lips between curses and muffled moans. Her body moves with mine, meeting me every time like she needed this as badly as I did.
Our anger was gasoline. Her body was the goddamn fire and I was burning.
“You’re mine,” I groan, gripping her hips tighter. “No matter how messed up we are, you’ll always be mine.”
She whimpers, collapsing slowly on her stomach. I lean over her back and press kisses to her shoulder blades, still thrusting slower now, deeper.
“Let me fix it,” I whisper. “I’m going to fix this.”
She doesn’t answer, but she turns her head and catches my mouth in a kiss so raw it shatters me.
And when she cums, shaking and crying out my name, I follow. I cum inside her hard, clutching her like she was the only thing anchoring me to the fucking earth.
We collapse onto the bed, tangled and ruined.
Still angry.
Still broken.
But we’re not walking away.
Not tonight at least.
Ten
Jaclyn
Hayden leaves today.
It’s been a few days since we had sex and he revealed he was leaving.
I haven’t said more than maybe ten sentences to him since then. All I can do is give him a disappointed look while he stares at me with longing and need.
