Page 32 of The Trouble With Titles
“How can you be so calm? I was counting on you being the heir! These new fellows might cast me out. How am I meant to get by on the pittance from our parents’ marriage contract?”
Simon could not help it. He snorted. “It is far more than most people earn making a living.”
Nicholas straightened up to his full height, his ire obvious in every inch of his body. There was no sign of the sarcastic twit Simon had spoken with just days ago. “I am not of the working class. I do not know how to get by on a reduced allowance. You may yearn to work in the trenches of industry but I … I am meant to be a son of the privileged classes.”
“Considering we do not know what the future holds, you will have to think how you wish to participate in the real world. Carousing with your cronies is not going to reveal the riches that existence offers.”
Simon caught a glimpse of Duncan, but the tall footman with the square face and dark blond hair obviously realized a familysquabble was under way and hastily retraced his steps to avoid interrupting.
“Thunder an’ Turf, Simon! You are an obnoxious, self-righteous prick!”
“And you are a lazy, over-imbibing lout who could benefit from honest work.” Simon winced. They were harsh words, but recent events had him under the pressure of a steam engine about to blow. As the time approached to welcome the new heirs into their household, and with a murder accusation hanging over—around?—Simon clasped his neck as he contemplated the possibility of the hangman’s noose.
He had not the patience to mince words any longer. Nicholas was on a terrible path, and they must engage in mutual cooperation. John’s health was of grave concern, a transfer in title therefore a pressing possibility, and his younger brother’s days of idle pleasures must end. Simon had to chart a path out of his current situation, and Nicholas was his responsibility to see to.
His brother was seething, his usual supercilious mask long forgotten, as he glared down at Simon. “You are a bacon-brained cur to speak to me so. My head is pounding or I would take you to task with my fists.”
Simon burst out laughing. “You could not plant a facer to a fly, Nick. You have not the strength!”
Struggling down the stairs with a pronounced limp, his brother came down the hall with his full umbrage on display. “Do not tempt me to prove that I have more than enough strength to fell a grown man!”
Stepping back in surprise, Simon paused to look Nicholas up and down before responding. His brother’s eyes were bloodshot and bracketed by black circles, causing Simon’s heart to tweak in sympathy. He hated that the boy he had known had vanished the night he had fallen three stories from Simon’s window. “Iapologize. I was thrilling at soliciting a genuine emotion from you and got carried away.”
It was true. These past few years, Nicholas had seemed a lost cause. It was almost invigorating to be engaging in an argument—it was more truthful than their recent superficial discussions.
Nicholas relaxed, placated by the apology. “What will we do?”
“We are hardly indigent, Nicholas. You have an allowance, and Mother has her endowment along with her titled entailments. And I will help you if our purposes do not align with the arriving gentlemen.”
His brother shook his head in dismay. “Is there nothing we can do? You were to be Lord Blackwood. We have nothing in common with these men from Italy.”
“We can break bread with our nephews and form a connection with them. There is no need to anticipate an eradication of your situation. They may be more than amenable to continue as John and Father have done.”
“That seems unlikely. We know nothing of their thoughts, and I … should … have …” Nicholas trailed off with an anguished expression, hanging his head in supplication.
“Put more thought into what you wanted from your life?”
Nicholas gave a glum nod. “It is true I abuse the spirits, but these damn injuries cause me such pain.”
Simon’s breath froze in his lungs. Lawks! His younger brother had never revealed such intimate information. “They trouble you?”
“They do.”
“Would you …” Simon was almost afraid to ask the question lest his brother retreat back under his glib facade. “If we found a physician who could provide you with real help …”
“It might be time. I am frightened by what comes next. My whole life, I knew I had you and John to take care of things, and the prospect of a changing of the guards is terrifying.”
Simon thought that Nicolas might have more on his mind, but he did not wish to ruin their shared moment by pushing for more disclosures. He suspected the best course of action was to accept that Nicholas was willing to consult with a new physician. Someone other than the laudanum-peddling Dr. White who treated the entire Scott household. Except for himself—Simon was never ill.
“I have a physician who might be able to help. May I … arrange a meeting?”
His brother inhaled deeply, thinking about Simon’s proposal with tension in his face. Simon perceived that his brother was considering a startling change in behavior, and remained silent to allow Nicholas to think it through lest he interrupted prematurely.
“Yes, that is acceptable.”
Simon realized he had been holding his breath while he waited, expelling air in a rush with heady disbelief but careful not to exhibit his elation. Finally! He had been trying to convince his brother for years! Simon was not going to question him about what had changed, or why Nicholas was willing to take that first step. Nay, the safest course of action was to seize the opportunity to help him, which would set things right between them.
“I believe this is a good decision.”
