“Kiran! Where are we going? Put me down!”
“Relax baby, as much as I don’t want to let you go, I’m just sharing the love.”
He walks us over to Nic and drops me in his lap. I let out a squeak.
“Sorry Nic,” I look up at him meeting his eyes.
I feel bad I just got dumped on him but he’s smiling down at me without a care in the world.
“How do you know Nic doesn’t mind having to share with me?” I ask Kiran.
I’m embarrassed he just dumped me here. But wasn’t I just feeling hurt no one else wanted time with me? Sometimes I think Kiran can sense my emotions somehow. But that’s crazy and the idea drifts away.
“Oh trust me, he does.” Kiran responds cheekily.
“It’s all good Aly, I don’t mind. It’ll be fun,” Nic says then wraps his arms around me and tugs me closer. He moves me around until we are situated and settles back in.
When Jay and Anna come back loaded up with goodies their eyes shoot right to my new spot.
Jay looks happy like always and Anna looks downright gleeful. She actually winks at me then hands things out to everyone.
The show comes back on and we settle in for the second half.
I’m distracted from the show by my thoughts. Is it wrong I’m just as comfortable and content in Nic’s lap as I am in Kiran’s? And why was Kiran so willing to give me up?
Do any of them have feelings for me? Because as much as I try to keep in the friend zone I can’t help how I feel about them all.
They all mean something to me and if someone asked me to pick between them I don’t think I could. I want them all. Maybe there is something to Anna’s reverse harem theory. Would I ever get them to agree to that? First step, I need to know if any of them actually want me back.
Twenty Two
Aly
The next month goes by in a blur and that same comfort level with the guys just increases. I can’t believe I went from not knowing them to being so tight. There has been no more kissing since that game night. It’s kind of crazy I’ve only kissed Jeremy when he’s the one who hates me.
I’d like to think of them as my best friends after Anna but the title just doesn’t do them justice. There is way too much attraction and sexual tension to just consider them friends.
They aren’t helping either, one of them is always touching me. They give me lingering hugs hello and goodbye and Kiran has even snuck in a kiss on the cheek.
What I don’t get is if they’re keeping it PG because more than one of them has feelings for me so it’s better if we are all just friends or do they not mind if all of them, except Jer, show me affection. They really don’t seem to mind sharing my attention with each other but I know that wouldn’t last in a romantic sense.
I’ve decided I want to get to the bottom of things so I can move on if there is no interest on the other end.
We’ve made Saturday night our typical hangout but instead of staying in we are going to a party.
Anna and I are all dressed and ready making our way over to the boy’s house. We decided we would meet up and head out from there.
“You good, babe?” I ask Anna. She’s been distracted lately but she hasn’t told me why.
“Huh, oh ya. I wonder who will be at the party tonight, I’m looking for a man. What about you? Any plans to finally snag one of the guys tonight?” She asks.
“It’s terrible but you know I can’t choose. I need to figure out if any of them are even interested but ya I’m hoping to make some ground tonight. What happened to the guy you had a date with?” I respond.
“We are still talking but he’s just not putting in enough effort so I’m not going to limit myself! We have been texting some though.”
We arrive at the guys place and all head out.
This fraternity is known for throwing crazy parties. Not only are they ragers but they come up with crazy game ideas based on TV shows.