Page 125 of Feeling the Heat: Part One
“Before you argue, give me a minute to feel this, okay?” River murmurs as he continues to press his hips forward. “I want so much, and you’re the one I can have.” He releases a shaky exhale. “You’re enough. Let me show you.”
This man. He has so much love inside him it hurts. So much that he deserves a whole pack to give it to, rather than only me.
I’ll do everything I can to convince him he’s wrong. That we’ll figure this out and he can get everything he deserves.
But the rough growl coming from his alpha means now isn’t the time.
“Okay. Yes. Show me. Please, sir. Show me.” I relax as best I can, letting him in until his knot bumps against my ass. I’m overwhelmed by his emotions swirling with mine through the bond, and the insistent fullness of his length inside me.
“That’s it, take it like a good alpha,” he grunts as he sets a rapid pace.
It’s too much, but it’s perfect.
I love being used by him.
I love being his obedient alpha.
I love all of it. All ofhim.
Tears well in my eyes as I send my arousal and love through the bond. River lets out a shuddering moan, his fingers digging into my hips as he slams inside me.
Pleasure sizzles at the base of my spine as his cock hits my prostate over and over, my cock leaking profusely against the bed. “Yes. Thank you, sir.”
“Such a desperate little toy. You’re going to come already, aren’t you? I can feel how hard your hole is sucking me in. Such a greedy slut.” River pulls my hips up, making enough room between my body and the mattress to fist my cock, wrapping his fingers around my shaft to pump me in time with his hips.
“Oh f-fuck, River.”
I can’t fight it. My vision whites out and I come hard as he slides his fist up to squeeze my knot. Cum splatters across the bed as pleasure surges through me.
River tangles a hand in my hair, pulling me up so he can press his teeth against his bond mark on the back of my neck. “This is enough,” he rasps, his movements growing uneven as he nears his release. “Your tight little hole is going to be so fullof my cum with how often I’m going to use you, but you can take it.”
“Yes, please, come inside me.” My voice is hoarse and desperate as I beg. “I’m yours to use whenever you need.”
“That’s right,” River growls. “You’re going to let your alpha have you whenever I want.”
I go slack against him as he pounds into me, giving all of myself to him as I sink into my submission. “Anytime. Fuck me in front of them. Show them how good I am for you. Show them you’re mine and I’m yours.”
“F-fuck,” River gasps, sinking his teeth against my throat hard enough to sting as he comes, pumping his hot release inside me as he shudders and moans.
We collapse forward onto the bed, his slimmer form blanketing across my back. River lets out a weak groan as he pulls out, kissing my bond mark and I roll over, doing my best to ignore the mess we’ve made of the comforter.
River’s eyes shine with emotion that echoes down the bond. “Ambrose, fuck…I…”
I reach up and cup his cheek. “It’s okay, love. We’re going to figure it out.”
He swallows hard and tears spill silently down his face. “I don’t know how. They don’t want me.”
His aching sadness makes a purr rumble to life inside me, my alpha needing to soothe the man I love. I pull him against my chest and stroke his back. “You won’t know that unless you ask them,” I whisper, hoping he knows it’s meant as reassurance rather than an accusation for making assumptions.
“Ican’t.” There’s a long pause, and more tears spill against my chest. I keep rubbing his back, holding through this. “Even if Camille didn’t hate me, I need to keep my job to support us a-and…” A little choked sob spills out of him. “I can’t tell Jackson. It’ll ruin things.”
God, it hurts to hear him speak his pain aloud. It’s so much more than I thought. My heart breaks knowing the extent of what he’s kept to himself.
No more.
“What’s the number one rule of our pack?”
River pushes up from my chest to look at me, his brow furrowing as he wipes at his tear-stained cheeks. “W-what?”
