More.
It’s delicious torture. I’ve never let anyone have this type of power over me. Wave after wave of depraved cravings roll from my mind to every nerve in my body. Countless things I never let myself indulge in, I could do to Gray. He could handle it.
So many firsts for me tonight. Being with Grayson is natural—inevitable. Like I blinded myself to this possibility when I kept the darkness locked away.
But Gray’s safe, and I won’t hurt him.
As if I need a sign of his strength, he pushes me back on the bed, crawls over me, and drags me up to the pillows. While I’m captivated with him next to me, my clothes disappear.
“Tinny,” he murmurs, a nickname he hasn’t used in years. A name from a lifetime ago, when we didn’t have any responsibilities and hockey was a fun game we played with our friends. When there was no pressure and I won the contest of who could hit the top bar of the goal the most times. It sounds liketinwhen the puck hits it, and it’s part of my name. Tin became Tinny.
He spits in his palm and holds it out for me to do the same. When his large, calloused hand closes around our cocks, my eyes roll back, but I don’t want to miss this. I’m not sure if it’s the way his dick glides along mine with the ridges of our tips catching or the sight of it, but I’m on the edge.
“Let go. I want you to unleash all over me.” Gray’s watching his hand stroke us furiously.
His words unfurl and surround me. He’s talking physically, but I’ve kept myself leashed for so long it feels like permission to let go. Be who I am.
It’s who he wants. Me. Unleashed.
I come with his name on my lips and my soul soaring to the heavens. Our cum mixes together, spilling out of his fist. But he’s not done with me.
“I want you.” Grayson hugs me close so I’m flush against him. He cups my cheek and lifts up to kiss me.
My cock jumps at the contact, seeking his out for more. That’s the word of the night…more.
“Let me explore you, show you how good it can be.” His brown eyes beg, and even though the loss of control scares me, I won’t say no to him.
His lopsided smile spreads across his face, and he flips us so I’m under him. He nips my jaw, and I can’t help myself; I lick his scarred lip. It’s smooth but raised from the surrounding skin.
Grayson takes his time, kissing and sucking as he inches toward my throbbing cock. I’m torn between forcing him down and enjoying his attention. His tongue circles my nipple until it’s a hard point, and then his teeth graze it as he pinches my other nipple. The shock zings all the way to my balls.
“I might come again before you get near my dick.” My hands fist the sheets.
“No, you won’t. You’ll lie back and let me edge you until you’re so far gone you can’t help but fuck my face.” His eyes lock on to mine as his tongue traces a path down my sternum and into the grooves of my abs.
He places open-mouthed kisses along my V-line, and my dick jumps, hitting his cheek. “Don’t worry.” He kisses my tip, and lightning zaps me. “I won’t forget you.”
But he bypasses my length and buries his nose in my pubic hair. Gray inhales and moans. I didn’t think it was possible to get hard again so soon after coming.
Tenderly, he cups my balls and licks every inch. When I’m sure I’ll explode, he sucks them both in his mouth and I shout at the ceiling. My skin is on fire, heated from the inside out. My brain can’t process the insane level of stimulation.
Gray shushes me and laps at my balls. He’s at home between my legs, and I cross my ankles behind his back, securing him to me.
Finally.
Finally, he licks from the base of my balls, up the underside of my cock, and around my head. All my muscles go limp as if the strain of holding back is too much, and it’s time to give in.
Gray sucks my tip, and my back bows off the bed. I’ve had blowjobs, but nothing compares to this. His eyes glaze over with need, and I’ll do anything to satisfy him.
He swallows me whole, and my life flashes before my eyes, and it’s a life filled with him.
“Fuck my face.” Gray places my hands on his head and opens his mouth, waiting for me to comply. The sight undoes me, and my hips thrust, ramming my cock into his mouth before I consider the consequences.
He gags and swallows, tightening his throat around me, and it only takes a few pumps before my load floods his mouth. He drinks it all and sighs with satisfaction.
“Gray,” I croak, reaching to bring him up so I can reciprocate. I suck him down without hesitation, and his pungent taste spurs me on.
Gray lets out a howl, and his legs shake as he comes down my throat. I’m not prepared for how fast it comes out or how much. He tries to ease back as I sputter, but I love it. I’m so giddy, I’m seeing stars.