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I crush my eyes shut. “Yes,” I grit out through my clenched jaw.
“I trust you, but what if…” I open my eyes to see him shake his head. “Never mind.”
“Tell me,” I demand.
“It’s a terrible idea and won’t help you trust yourself. I was talking without thinking.” He smashes his lips into a thin line. “Sorry,” he says, the way we’d say it in Canada, “soar-ee.”
“If anyone should be sorry, it’s me. You made me tell you; now you tell me.”
Gray scoots closer and loops his arms around my neck. I’ll never get enough of his sweet sensualness. “The classic tactic of using my words against me. Fine.” He grins. “What if I do the things to you first and show you what it would feel like, and then you can decide if you want to do it to me? Think of it as a trial before a recommendation. You’d never tell someone to eat a food you’ve never eaten. We’re sampling a menu.”
“You’ve got a sex menu in mind.” I slap his ass and love the cracking sound that echoes.
“I could whip one up for you.” He uses innuendo with an exaggerated wink to ease my tension.
“It might work. Do you know what you’re doing? I’ve never done anything like that before.”
“We have the internet.” He leans over for his phone and settles back down on my legs.
“What are you searching?” I’m impressed and also nervous.
“As far as I’ve seen, neither of us owns a flogger, so I’m searching ‘spanking for dummies’.” He types away with both thumbs.
“Is that a thing?” I will eat my tongue if it’s real.
“No, but the search leads to videos and a book about spanking. You choose the first video. We’ll watch two or three for different perspectives.” He hands me his phone.
We watch one and learn that some spankings are thuddy and some are sting-y. Learning is good. He starts the next video. I’m so grateful he thought of this. There are so many things that I assumed we’d use guesswork for, but this puts it in really easy terms and ways to communicate.
“Cool.” Gray closes the video as if it didn’t turn him upside down. “Still interested?”
“Yeah. But I’m unsure about pain levels. You?”
He tosses his phone and kisses me, soft and sweet, then bites my bottom lip. “Did you like the kissing and the bite?”
“Yes.” I sit taller so we’re chest to chest.
“We don’t have to know where our limits are. As long as we check in, we can find them together.”
His hard cock leaks on me, and I’m so ready for this. “Less talking. More action.”
“Hands and knees, Tinny, and no back talk.”
I shudder and get into position.
“You have the best ass I’ve ever seen.” He kneads it with his palms. “Meaty and muscular with soft skin.” Gray kisses the base of my spine, then peppers kisses all over my ass. “I’m going to spank you, then you’re going to fuck me.” He lands a stinging slap, and I jolt forward. On the other side, his hand thuds. “You with me?”
I nod.
“I need your words, Tinny.”
“Keep going,” I beg.
He varies the blows in both position and strength while taking breaks to caress my heated skin. I never in a million years thought I’d enjoy it. Each strike liberates my mind from worry and overthinking, but it also gives me confidence in our connection.
I’m sure words are coming out of my mouth, but I don’t know what I’m saying.
At first, I tense up with anticipation, but my body surrenders and relaxes for Gray. There’s nothing to fear from him.
