He scoffs but goes back to the stool he was sitting on. “I ate at Ry’s last night, so I ate good, but I had to spend the evening withNicky going on about you and how none of us know just how awesome our sister is. I swear, between him and Haley, you’ve got a fanbase that’s loud and pushy.” That makes me smile like a lunatic. I love that I’ve got friends who stand up to my family on my behalf. Maybe I’m not as much of a loner as I thought.
I finish putting his sandwich together, push the plate in front of him, and turn to look through the cabinets for a bag of potato chips. I always have a few bags, ’cause let’s be honest, you can’t have a good sandwich without chips. It’s just not right.
I find the ones I’m looking for and reach for them as Max talks through his bite of sandwich. “Sis, you seriously make the best sandwiches. Like I don’t know what you do but they’re honestly the best. Even better than Ma’s.” Holy shit, he didn’t just say that did he? Voices from the front door get me out of my head instantly.
“Little brother is right. Your sandwiches are sent from the gods. You think you got stuff to make a couple more?” Rory asks as he and Juan stand just inside the front door both looking a little lost. Well, shit. How can I say no to that?
“Yeah, I can make a couple more. Have a seat.” I watch Ror sit next to Max, stealing a chip off his plate.
Juan doesn’t sit down though. He walks around the island and comes and stands right in front of me. I look up at him and I’m shocked. It looks like he’s got tears in his eyes, but that can’t be. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Juan tear up over anything. All of a sudden, I’m engulfed in a hug. Juan rests his forehead in the crick of my neck. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for the shit I said. I might not have known how to talk to you, but I didn’t even fucking try.” What’s up with my brothers, all trying to get me to cry? I feel likeI’ve cried more in the last few days than I have in the last few years.
“I should’ve spoken up earlier, too. I let things go ’cause I didn’t want to be a burden to anyone. Let’s put this all past us and move on from here. I’m tired of crying and, frankly, I’ve missed you turds.” I get one more squeeze from Juan and he lets me go.
Juan sits in the stool on the other side of Max, exclaiming, “Thank gods ’cause I’m a starving man over here and it’s beenforeversince I had one of your sandwiches.” I can’t help but roll my eyes at him, always mister dramatic. He looks at my reaction and continues. “I mean, seriously, does Mick know the epicness that is your sandwich making? I tried to get Jane to make them and she admitted that she can’t figure out what you do to make them so good, but she wants the secret too.”
That right there is almost the best compliment I’ve ever gotten. “I can’t give her that, it’s a secret that’s mine and mine alone.” I get to work making their sandwiches and just enjoy the banter between the four of us. I’ve missed this.
The guys all hang around for a while with Max being the first to take off but with a promise of our breakfast next week. Rory and Juan start to head to the door, needing to get home and help with the boys. I go to watch them leave and Rory stops on the porch and hugs me. “Love you, sis. I meant what I said that night. My going away was not your fault. Not one day in there did that thought ever cross my mind. You’re some of what’s good in this world and I’d do it again in a heartbeat to protect and defend that good. Remember that.” I squeeze him back.
“I’ll work on that. Love you, too.” He lets me go and heads over to his bike. I watch them both take off and I can’t help but feeljust a bit more settled. Well, almost settled. Just missing two in my world. I don’t know how, but I know Mick had a hand in all of this and it just makes me love him even more.
Mick
The last couple of weeks Madison and I have gotten into a routine and I couldn’t be happier. We spend most nights at her place ‘cause let’s be honest it’s just more of a home than my apartment. My place has always just been a place to crash ‘cause I’ve never decorated it or even bothered to get a dining room table. I knew it wasn’t where I was going to stay forever, but just a place to sleep while I saved for a house. I’m still saving, but want Madison to help pick out the house when it’s time since it’s gonna be her home too.
Thankfully she’s worked things out with Kierstie and her brothers. One night last week, Kierstie came over and they yelled at each other then cried and hugged. I just fucking stayed out of the way. Shane had warned me that she was on the way over and said if I valued my life, I would hide out. I decided it was the perfect time to watch the game in the bedroom. I don’t know what was said but an hour later I came out of the room to them eating ice cream on the couch and watching some movie that had them both crying. That’s when I texted Shane to give him a heads up when Kierstie left still teary-eyed when the movie ended. I foresee more of those texts between us in the future becausethose two girls are a roller coaster of emotions when they’re together.
The last holdout was Pres. It took him till family dinner last Sunday to talk to my woman. We arrived at Ma and Pa’s and he was sitting on the porch waiting for us. I don’t know what all was said other than the big guy started off by saying “Jane says I can’t come into dinner till I talk to you and quit being such a grumpy ass.” I left her alone on the porch with Jon to talk things out. When Jane greeted me she mumbled something about he’d been sleeping alone for the last week. She was firmly in team Madison and didn’t have three kids and was done with his bratty ass. Sounds like my girl has a bigger backing than she ever realized. She’s amazing and deserves it.
I just finished up at the shop and am gonna go pick up my girl to take her to dinner at Mom’s. She said she wanted us over and needed me to do a couple of things for her. That usually means a lightbulb needs to be replaced or some other sort of thing she can’t reach. She knows I’m always happy to take care of that stuff for her and if it’s something beyond me, I’ll call one of the brothers who can do it. I know she forgets sometimes, but she’s still part of the club family. Dad dying didn’t change that.
I remember when Mom was laid up after she broke her hip, which she only did ‘cause she fell off the fucking roof trying to clean the gutters by herself. Erik gave her a talking to after that and reminded her that she wasn’t fucking alone and that if she didn’t ask for help for shit like that my dad was going to come back and haunt her ass about shit. That got her to laugh and since then she’s been pretty good about asking.
I pull up to the house and as soon as I turn my bike off, I hear music playing loudly inside the house. Fuck. Depending on what’s playing, Madison is either really pissed the fuck off or really happy. I really hope it’s the latter. Opening the door, I can tell the music is coming from the bedroom. I walk toward the bedroom.Fuck me. I can’t help but stand in the doorway and watch. She’s dancing around singing completely off key, but that barely registers ‘cause she’s dancing around in her bra and panties. I reach up and wipe the drool from my mouth. I am one lucky son of a bitch to be able to be the one to enjoy every luscious curve on her body.
She’s completely oblivious to me and right now that’s just fine. Watching her move around and be so free and happy is a sight I didn’t know if I’d ever get to see a few months ago. She keeps dancing and turns around, finally seeing me. “AAAAAAAHHHHHHH! Oh my gods, you scared the crap out of me!”
Madison
My heart is beating out of my chest. Mick just scared the ever loving fuck out of me. I was just minding my own business, listening to music and getting dressed after my shower since I spent the day helping Ma in her garden.
Mick has this look on his face like I’m a gourmet dinner and he’s about to devour me.Oh my.He stomps over to me and picks me up, my legs immediately going around his waist. He kisses me, and I feel his intensity as he demands entrance. I know women’slib and being strong is important, but I can’t help but love when he’s demanding and in charge like this. It’s so hot. He breaks the kiss with a growl from deep in his chest. “Fuck me, love. Watching you dance around looking like this…gotta have you now.” He moves as he’s talking and before I realize what he’s doing I’m flying backward and landing on the bed. He grabs my panties and yanks, ripping them off in one move. Holy shit, that’s hot. He takes off his shirt and every time he does that I drool at his broad chest that’s peppered with tattoos and a light dusting of hair. He’s just solid everywhere. I want to let him, so I sit up quickly and grab his jeans, unbuttoning them and pushing them down just enough to be able to release his hard cock. I see the glistening of precum on the tip, and lean over and lick it. “Oh fuck me, fucking hell.” I love when he starts getting vocal, it’s hot as hell with his deeper voice. In one move I take him into my mouth as far as I can without gagging. I haven’t been able to take all of him in my mouth just yet, but I’m gonna one day. I’m not an expert at this, but effort is the important part, right? I move my hand around his cock close to the base to help and get a rhythm going. “Oh fuck. Oh shit yes!” After what feels like just a minute or two. He pulls out and moves away from me, breathing heavily. “Fuck you’re good at that, but I wanna come buried inside of you baby. Get on your knees. This is going to be fast and hard.” Oh I love when he’s teetering on the edge, he gets so bossy and in control and that does something to me. I get on my hands and knees on the bed. Mick grabs me by my hips and scoots me to the edge of the bed. I can’t help the moan that comes out when he smacks my ass. “Ohhhhh.” He slaps the other cheek and in the deep voice that seems to only come out when he’s turned onhe tells me, “Ass up in the air now.” I stick my ass up more and am dying for him to get inside. “I need you in me, now!” Ugh! He smacks my ass a couple more times. “You’ll get me when I fucking say.” See? Hot and in control.Fuck me.I’m about to beg again ‘cause Ineedhim inside of me when he enters me all the way in one stroke, completely filling me. “Oh gods!” I hear the sound of him smacking my ass again before the feeling registers. “Not a god, your man. The only man who’s ever going to get to feel this amazing pussy. Fuck! Shit! You’re so tight, baby.” He’s got such a fast pace going, pulling what feels like almost all the way out and slamming in hard and hitting the spot that’s already got me tingling and I can feel it building. I’m not sure if I’m speaking words or just gibberish at this point. He always gets me there and this time’s even faster than the last.
Mick
Fuck! I’ve never felt anything so good. Her pussy sucks me in every time and just when I think it can’t get better it does. “Mmmm oh yes! That! That! That!” She always says the same word when she’s right on the edge. Wanting to come with her, I grab her ponytail and pull slightly. “Yes! Fuck!” I love how she’s not quiet, and she just feels and everything comes out when we have sex. The tingle starts and I slam into her over and over again, feeling the moment she begins to come and shake as the orgasm hits her, setting off mine. “Fuck! God damn, baby, that’s it. Come for me.” I keep slamming into her till I stop coming, wanting all of my seed inside of her. The wish that’d I get her pregnant only gets stronger every time we do this. I pull out andcan’t help but push back in to make sure nothing leaks out. I’ve never had that urge before Madison. Shit, I never even thought to have sex without a condom before her. She turns me all feral. I always want to claim her in every way possible.
She’s crashed face down on the bed, still breathing heavily. I lay down next to her. “You all good baby?” She turns her head to look at me and has a big smile on her face as she nods. “Oh yeah. I don’t know what brought that on, but we could do all of that again sometime.” I can’t help but smile at her answer. “So you liked the spanking and light hair pulling?” She nods emphatically. “Oh yeah. I love when you go all alpha during sex. It’s hot.” I can’t not kiss her right now. She’s so fucking it for me. When I break the kiss, I have to ask, “So you like what we’ve done before, is there anything else you’ve been thinking you might be interested in trying?” I can tell she’s thinking, but fuck if I can stop myself from adding in. “With me.Justyou and me. No one else gets to see you like this.” She fucking rolls her eyes at me. “I know, I don’t think I’d ever be comfortable doing anything with anyone else and besides I don’t want to share you either.” Why the hell does she bring out this growly part of me? She does though and I kiss her again, a nonverbal reminder that she’s fucking mine. Reminds me I wanna talk to Mom soon about the ring. She’s an artist and I think she would love to help me pick out a ring.
“Not that I minded obviously, but why were ya dancing around only wearing your bra and panties this late in the day?” Madison gets up and opens a drawer to get a new pair of panties out. I might have to buy her some more ‘cause I think I’m gonna end up tearing a few of them. She makes me lose control like that.She starts grabbing other clothes as she answers me. “I was at Ma’s and helped her in her garden and replanted some of her flowers so I was all dirty and had to take a shower before dinner at your mom’s. You’ll be happy to know the cherries on her tree are almost ripe so you can have your cherry pie.” I start fixing my clothes and redressing the bit I had taken off. “Ma does make the best cherry pie. She always has.” She turns and looks at me with her jeans and bra on, but shirt in her hand. “You know, last year she taught me how to make it. If your mom shows me how to make her scalloped corn like she said she would, I'll have two of your favorites I can make.” I reach over to her and pull her into my arms. “You’re my favorite everything. I think you wanting to know how to make my favorite stuff is icing on the cake. I’d love you if you couldn’t even boil water.”
Madison
Well shit. How’s a girl not supposed to melt at that? I kiss him with all the emotion he just brought out in me, but break the kiss ‘cause if it kept going we would mostdefinitelybe late to his mom’s. I love looking into his blue eyes, they show his heart and I love that. “Yeah, well, I am Ma’s daughter and I can’t let you starve and you can’t have sandwiches for every meal.” I put my shirt on and go to grab my shoes. “Baby, if they’re sandwiches you make, I sure as fuck could have them every meal. Jameson, Saxon, and Micah all called me a fucker when they found out you’ve been making me one for lunch at work every day. Asked what they had to do to get that. I told them to get their own fucking women ‘cause you’re mine.” Ican’t help the eye I give him. “I don’t think sandwiches was an innuendo for anything else. Those three are like brothers to me and just eww. I can make them sandwiches if they want, it’s not a big deal. My sandwiches aren’t like a state secret or anything. They’re just sandwiches.” I grab my wallet and keys and start to head out of the room, but Mick stops me with a serious look on his face. “Madison. I say this not ‘cause I was inside you just ten minutes ago, but because it’s the fucking truth. Your sandwiches are amazing. People would pay good money for them. Don’t sell yourself short. Own that shit, ‘cause everyone who’s had one of them would agree with me. Now get your jacket, let’s take the bike over. I wanna go on a ride with your arms around me.” How could any woman say no to that?
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We went for a ride, taking the long way to his mom’s place. I love that we have some of the same childhood memories of our dads taking us on rides out here. I know someday in the future, Mick will take our kids on this same ride. That thought just settles me in a way I can’t really explain.