Page 58 of Property of Raider
“I didn’t pick her, goddamn it, Tasia.Don’t you get it?”He fists his hands in his hair, looking up at the sky.“I mean, it wasn’t until the day after you went missing, and we talked to Rusher, that it hit me.She fucking drugged me, and I don’t even remember sleeping with her.That’s why when she said the baby was mine, I told her to fuck off.I was still just a prospect and got tied up with shit at the club.By the time I got a chance to come find you, y’all were gone.”
Staring at the man in shock, I want to say I’m surprised Shea would do what he is claiming.I’m not.Right behind the shock is the anger.She fucking did this on purpose as a way to control me and keep me from Raider, but why?
He looks down at me.“Why did you run with her?Why did you just believe what she said and go?That’s what I don’t understand.You fucking just left, no questions, no belief in me as your best friend.”
I want to make excuses to lie to him, but I can’t.“I was hurt.In my head, you didn’t care and everything was a lie.It was easier for me to put my head in the sand and run away.Let’s not forget that Shea also told me that the baby's life depended on me leaving with her.No one could know about it, or everyone’s lives were in danger.”
“You could have come to me!”he screams, cutting me off.
My head snaps back as if he struck me, and I climb to my feet.“How exactly was I supposed to come to you?You fucking left here, Watson,” I spit his legal name at him.“After telling me you wanted a future with me, you left me to go to a fucking motorcycle club party and then never fucking came back.Truth is, I waited every goddamn day for you.Like a stupid little girl, I would sit on the top step and just wait.You never came back.So, tell me exactly how I was supposed to come to you?”
Raider stares at me in shock for only a second before his hand is in my hair and his lips are on mine.Done fighting the need for this man, I jump up, wrapping my legs around his hips, diving my hands into his hair and fisting it.I pull him tighter to me as we fight for dominance of the kiss.The hand not wrapped in my hair slides under my ass, holding me up so he won’t drop me.Raider breaks the kiss, pulling my head for better access to my neck, where he peppers nips and kisses down it until he meets the collar of my shirt.
“Tasia,” he whispers over and over as if worshiping my name.
“Please, Raider, I don’t want to wait anymore.”Using the grip on his hair, I tilt his head so I can see his face.“Don’t make me wait any longer for something that we’ve both wanted for so fucking long.”
With a look of pure hunger on his face, he just gives me a nod, and we’re moving.I don’t care where we’re going as I plant kisses all along his cheek to his ear where I nip it before sucking the lobe into my mouth to soothe the sting.
“Raider, I’ve dreamed so many nights of sucking your cock.Of taking it so deep, I choke on it until tears are streaming down my face.Your hands in my hair, setting an unforgiving pace until I feel your hot cum slide down my throat.”I moan when the hand in my hair grips tighter, pulling slightly.
“Oh, my sweet Tasia, I am holding on by a thread.If you keep talking like that, then you’re going to get your wish right here and now,” his words trail off on a groan when I nip his ear again.
“Is that hold you have on the thread because of me?”I grind my needy pussy on his stomach searching for release.
“Tasia,” his words are primal.
“Let go.I need you, Raider.I need the man who takes what he wants and doesn’t apologize for it.”I whimper when the seam of my jeans presses on my clit.
Raider pats my thigh signaling for me to drop my legs.I do, and he lets me slide down his body.My feet hit the ground, and I ignore the slight pain in my leg.Raider uses the hold he has on my hair, pulling my head back slightly.I look up at him, confused about what he wants from me.
He leans down.“Oh, you can’t be all talk now, Tasia.I want you on your knees, hands behind your back.”
I gulp in oxygen as my blood roars in my ears and pools in my center.When I don’t move fast enough, his eyes cloud, and a bit of cruelty lights them from within, making the two-tone of them seem to glow.Slowly, I drop to my knees in the middle of a hayfieldwith the only man I’ve ever truly wanted standing in front of me looking at me like there is nothing he needs more in this moment.Finally settled on my knees, I clasp my hands behind my back, looking up at him.
Raider runs a finger along my jaw until he gets to my mouth, where he uses his thumb to rub my bottom lip.“Too many nights, days, hours—fucking hell, minutes—I’ve thought of you just like this.There are just a few things we need to cover first.Are you sure you want what you just said you wanted?”
“I’m sure.”
“Here I was hoping you wouldn’t use your words,” Raider sighs.“If at any time it’s too much and you want to stop what’s happening, all you have to do is hold a hand up when you can’t speak.When you can, I need you to choose a safe word.Something that won’t just come up in conversation.”
I think about what he’s saying and roll a few words around in my head before settling on something.“VeggieTales.”
“There is nothing holy about what is about to happen,” he chuckles.
I tilt my head, making sure to look confused.“You mean to tell me you’re not going to make me see God?I thought this was supposed to be a magical moment.”
I see it in his eyes.The thread snaps.He goes to his knees, hand fisting in my hair.“Oh my sweet Tasia, I hope you remember you wanted this.”
I don’t get the chance to say anything as his mouth is once again on mine.His tongue doesn’t ask for permission but instead invades and dominates my mouth.My grip tightens as I fight the want to run my hands all over him.Raider’s kiss is like a drug I know I’ll never recover from.His hands run up my sides, taking my shirt and the tank top I was wearing with them as he goes, exposing my breasts.He cups them, kneading them before pinching my peaked nipples.The roughness of his hands on my tender skin causing my body to buzz with the building release.
“Raider please.I need to touch you,” I whimper, fighting my natural instincts to do so.
His mouth doesn’t leave my body as he nips, licks, and kisses every inch of exposed skin.When he makes it to my breast, he stops blowing gently across them before looking up at me through his lashes.Then, he lets go of my breasts and, gripping me under my ass, he stands.He walks us back to the dock where he drops me to my feet.
“You can unbutton my pants and pull my cock out and then they go right back behind your back,” he demands, holding my hips steady as I follow his instructions.
Reaching out my hands, I shake as I fumble with the button on his jeans.Eventually getting it undone as I reach for the zipper, being sure that I go very slow as not to catch his dick in it.That would put a damper on the mood very quickly.The further his zipper goes, the more his very impressive cock comes into view.My body quivers with anticipation and fear because I’ve never had anything this big inside me before.
