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Her eyes moved from mine, and she sighed. “I don’t know, ‘Lo. I been thinkin’ about it though.”
I nodded, runnin’ my hand up her thigh. “You think maybe it got somethin’ to do with what happened to you when you was little?”
Her whole body shifted. I could feel it. Her breathin’ changed, her hands stopped movin’, and that’s when I reached up and grabbed the back of her neck. It was just enough for herto know I was right here. I pulled her down and kissed her chin, then her lips.
“It’s okay, baby,” I whispered against her mouth. “Ain’t nothin’ wrong with you. I just know that shit gotta be sittin’ somewhere deep, and I don’t ever want it hurtin’ you no more.”
She blinked a few times like she was fightin’ tears. “I never thought about it like that,” she said, her voice crackin’. “Ain’t nobody ever took me to no doctor or nothin’. My family didn’t even protect me. They just pretended it never happened, and I did too for a while.”
Hearin’ her say that hit me in a place I ain’t even know existed. My jaw clenched and my chest felt hot ‘cause I was ready to whoop some ass. I couldn’t picture somebody touchin’ her like that. Not the woman that I loved more than my own breath.
I looked at her and for a split second I thought about Zurie, and her always runnin’ around the house with her dolls. I thought about how I would even kill for her if somebody even looked at her wrong. That’s when it really sank in what Toni had survived.
She started cryin’, her hand coverin’ her mouth. It broke me to see it. I reached over, and put the blunt out. Then, I wiped her tears with my thumb, and kissed the inside of her thigh. “Don’t cry, baby. You know Papa got you,” I said, my voice low and calm.
She ain’t say anything, but I felt her body relax just a lil’ bit. I moved down, pulled her panties to the side, and kissed her again, this time where she was softest. I ain’t rush to taste her. I kept my lips between her thighs, breathin’ against ‘em, lettin’ her feel that I wasn’t going nowhere. I wanted her to know she was safe with me. When she gave me the smallest shake of her hips, I opened her thighs wider and pressed another kiss to her, slow and gentle like I was kissin’ something bruised.
I spread her legs and started licking her pussy slow. My tongue moved in long, warm strokes like I was calmin’ her heartbeat with every touch. I could feel her tryina hold it together, her breath shaky and her chest risin’ quick like she ain’t know how to steady herself. I slid my hands under her thighs and pulled her closer to my mouth, lettin’ her feel how serious I was about takin’ care of her.
I took my time, givin’ her everything she needed without rushin’. My jaw moved as I sucked on her clit softly, tryna nurse the pain out of her body. I felt her fingers slide through my hair and grip my head when she let out a small cry, and it made me lick her deeper. I kissed her between every stroke, tastin’ her slow and soft, like my mouth was the only thing keepin’ her together.
She squeezed my head tighter, her fingers diggin’ deeper as her breath started comin’ in short gasps. Her thighs shook against my shoulders and her stomach kept tightenin’ like she ain’t know whether to cry or let go. I sucked her again, tender and full, lettin’ my mouth wrap around her clit while my tongue moved beneath it, kissin’ her like she was somethin’ delicate that needed healin’.
Her body trembled and I knew she was close to cumin’. I licked deeper, and slower, givin’ her one long pull that made her whole body arch into me. When she came, she gripped my head and cried my name like a baby. I kept kissin’ her through it, lettin’ her feel me care for her until every shiver in her body faded.
When she came down, I slid her panties off with my teeth, lettin’ ‘em fall around her ankles. I gripped the thin lace between my teeth and dragged ‘em down slow, keepin’ my eyes on her the entire time. My hands stayed on her hips while my mouth did the work, my breath hittin’ her skin and makin’ her legs shake even though she tried to keep still. I let the fabric slip past herthighs and down her calves until they dropped at her feet, and that shit made my dick hard.
I kissed her feet, lettin’ my mouth move soft over the top of each one before I lifted her left foot and brushed my lips along her arch. Then I took her toes in my mouth and sucked them until she started moanin’ through her tears. The sound hit me low, and made me want her even closer. It made me want to hold her until she stopped shakin’.
Then I climbed up her body, my skin brushing’ hers, our chests touchin’. My hands slid up her sides as I rose over her, my lips tracin’ a line up her stomach before I reached her face. Her breath mixed with mine, and she looked up at me like she could feel every part of me settlin’ against her.
She pulled her shirt off, her eyes locked on mine, and I pushed my briefs down. Our bodies lined up like they was made for each other. I slid my dick inside her slow, watchin’ her eyes flutter as she wrapped her legs around me.
I moved in her slow, kissin’ her mouth, her neck and her shoulder. “We gon’ figure this shit out,” I whispered in her ear. “I’mma still put my seed in you, one way or another.”
She looked up at me, her eyes wet and full of love. “You really think so?”
“I know so,” I said, pushin’ in deeper.
The way I did it made her gasp, but that next push was different. I gripped her hips and gave her one strong, deep thrust, a full stroke that made my pelvis meet hers with a soft pop of pressure. Her body jolted underneath me like the pleasure hit her all at once. Her head flew back into the pillow, her eyes shut tight, and her mouth opened like she couldn’t take air in fast enough. Her legs trembled around my waist, and she let out a sound that was half a cry and half a moan, the type of shit that comes when it hurt but feel good.
I felt her pussy clench around my dick so hard it damn near pulled me deeper on its own. I stayed right there for a second, my dick buried as far as it could go, lettin’ her take all of it while her chest lifted against mine and her fingers curled into my shoulders.
“Yeah… you feel that, baby? This dick gon’ give you that baby we want.”
Her answer wasn’t even words at first. It was her body tightenin’ around me again, her hips risin’ into mind like she wanted that pressure back, or like she needed me to hit that exact spot again. Her mouth stayed open, her breath shaky, her eyes still shut while she tried to catch herself, and I held her close while I kept givin’ her the depth she reacted to.
She held on to me tighter, her hand grippin’ my waist, the other grabbing at my ass, squeezin’ hard as fuck.
When I came, it was deep inside her and warm, our bodies still pressed together. I stayed there, breathing against her neck, feeling her heart beat under mine.
She was still cryin’, her tears runnin’ across her temples and into her hair, her body shakin’ under me like she couldn’t hold herself together. She wrapped her arms around me tight, pullin’ me closer like she needed every inch of me to stay inside her. Her nails slid down my back and she whispered, “Kay’Lo, it feel so good… I love you… I love you so much.” Her voice cracked every time she said it.
I pulled back just enough to look at her, and her eyes were wet and full and shinin’ with all the love she couldn’t hide. I slid my hand under her thigh and lifted it higher while I pushed deeper, lettin’ her feel every part of me. She gasped again, her mouth openin’ wide.
“Baby… you feel me,” I whispered, my voice shaky, almost pleadin’ as I stroked her again. “You feel what I’m givin’ you.”
She nodded fast, her eyes closed with tears slippin’ out the corners as she held on to me. “Yes… I feel it… I feel you, baby… I swear I do,” she whispered, her voice tremblin’.
