“I don’t want you to feel responsible for him,” he says. “What if the rehabilitation process takes more than expected, or if there’s any other expense we aren’t?—”
“But Dad, I love him.” The words burst out before I can stop them.
My hand flies up to cover my mouth, but it’s too late.
It’s done.
He looks away and scratches his jaw.
“I know,” he says after a pause, shaking his head with a soft shrug. “We all love him. You know he’s like a son to me.”
For a second, I don’t breathe.
He didn’t get it.
Or he did, and he’s choosing not to.
“But we can’t offer to cover the cost until we get a formal quote,” he continues. “Going into surgery tomorrow feels rushed.”
“Ilovehim,” I repeat the words, slower this time, staring into Dad’s eyes—pleading—and waiting for understanding to smack him in the face. “I’d do anything for him. So please … just let me do this one simple thing for him. Let me help him get a second chance to live his dream.”
Dad stares at me, his eyes going round as he processes the revelation I just threw at his feet.
“Does he know?”
I throw my hands up with a snort.
“I think he’s always known,” I say. “I’ve always loved him. I can’t even remember a time when I haven’t. But yeah, he does.”
He sighs.
“And does he love you?”
I press my lips and nod.
“Very much.”
Dad points at Dr. Rivera's door. “Más le vale al cabrón.”?1
I chuckle, but it comes out choppy and thick with emotion.
“I don’t want this to affect your game,” Dad says. “I saw how distracted you were with Liam.”
“This is different,” I say quickly. “Henry understands the rules more than I do. He would never do anything to jeopardize my career. You’ve known him his entire life. I don’t need to tell you how great he is.”
“Ay,mijita.” Dad shakes his head with a smile. “Since when have you been together?”
“Mexico.”
“Pues claro, se los puse de pechito.”?2
I laugh.
Dad glances at Dr. Rivera’s door.
“If Henry doesn’t do this tomorrow, it’ll be months before Dr. Rivera is available again, and who knows what can happen during that time,” I say. “What if he gets worse and the damage becomes permanent or?—”
“And you’re fine with him not coming to Europe?” Dad muses.