For the next year and a half, I endured relentless bullying about my sexuality and alleged sexual favors I performed. I never told anyone because I was both embarrassed and fearful of Tim retaliating. It took years before I even considered the possibility of getting with another guy after that.
Until Tyler.
“Hey, are you okay?”Coop asked, bringing me back to the present.
“Yeah, I just …” I shook my head as though I could get the memories to go away. “I know your reasons for keeping your sexuality a secret, but I never told you why I’m in the closet too.”
“Okay? Do you want to share your reasons?”
I nodded. Even though the truth made me feel vulnerable and raw, I wanted to tell him. I wanted him to know I understood his fears because I had plenty of my own.
“The first person I trusted with that information, he nearly destroyed me,” I began, and then told Coop the whole story.
When I finished speaking, I felt a pair of arms wrap around me as my body shook and tears streamed down my face.
6
COOP
Ford poppedthe button of my shorts, and a thrill of anticipation shot through me. Every nerve tingled throughout my body as I watched him lower the zipper and free my hard dick. Shivers raced down my spine as he grabbed the base of my length, and my breath caught as he lowered his head.
Closing my eyes, I groaned as his hot mouth engulfed me, my body arching instinctively as the pleasure built and he sucked and licked andconsumedme. It didn’t take long and, without warning, I came down his throat.
When I opened my eyes, I realized I wasn’t with Ford. I was in my bedroom, having awoken from sleep with the covers thrown off of me, and my body covered with sweat. I was still hard as a fucking rock despite the cum on my stomach and, without another thought, I reached down and fisted my aching cock.
My fingers wrapped firmly around my pulsating shaft. As images of Ford’s touch lingered in my mind, I teased my sensitive tip, and a bead of anticipation formed at the slit. My grip tightened as I pumped my rod, stroking myself with desperate hunger, and each movement sent jolts of pleasure through my body. My balls drew up, aching with need, as I imagined his lips trailing down my length.
A wave of pleasure crashed over me, making my back arch. The hot rush of cum shot onto the puddle on my torso and I stroked myself until the last drop.
Once I came down from the rush, I grabbed a few tissues from the nightstand and cleaned myself up. Reaching for my phone, I sent Ford a text:
Want to hang out today?
It didn’t take him long to respond:
Sure. What do you have in mind?
I don’t know. I just want to see you
After I hit send, I realized what I’d said. Did I sound desperate? I couldn’t help it because the memory of his mouth from a few weeks ago when he gave me my first blow job was still racing in my head, and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want him to do it again. But that wasn’t the only reason I wanted to get together. I had genuine feelings for him and wanted to get to know him better.
A few days ago, he’d shared that when he unwillingly lost his virginity, it had damaged him. I couldn’t imagine having a friend—someone I trusted—get me drunk and then take advantage of me. I hated that for Ford. The look on his face as he’d told me the story had broken my heart, and all I could do was hug him.
That afternoon, we ate the burgers he’d made, we watched a movie and then I left before his grandparents returned home. It was nice to be with him, and I wanted to keep doing it. I had no idea what we could do other than spend time alone where no one would see us, but then again, friends hung out all the time. Could we be in public without touching or kissing each other? I’d thought dinner at a restaurant was too much, but what about breakfast or lunch? Coffee? We could always go back to the Thirsty Cow and play pool.
I want to see you too
How about we grab a beer later at the Thirsty Cow? Maybe a rematch on pool?
And if I win again? ??
I groaned as I responded:
I’m sure I can find some way to congratulate you but what if I win?
Then it will be me congratulating you
All right. Pick you up at noon? We can order wings or something too