Page 40 of Retaking the Shot
I tilted my head up and kissed him. “Then I’ll keep doing it.”
He smiled. “Good. Now let’s go watch a movie.”
We carried our plates and drinks into the living room and settled on the couch. Coop turned on the TV and found an old eighties action movie to watch. After we ate, he took our plates to the kitchen and then came back so we could snuggle.
He sat in the corner of the sectional and stretched his legs down one side while I rested my head on his shoulder and stretched out on the other.
A few minutes later, my eyes started getting heavy. When I couldn’t keep them open any longer, I decided to close them for a few minutes. I had no idea how much time had passed when I felt Coop shaking my shoulder gently, and my eyes fluttered open.
“Hey, baby. Why don’t we go to bed?”
“How long have I been asleep?” I yawned.
“About an hour.”
I looked up at Coop. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to crash like that.”
“It’s okay. You’ve had a crazy forty-eight hours. I’m not surprised you’re exhausted.” He stood and offered a hand to help me up. “I just thought you might be more comfortable in my bed.”
“We can head to your bed, but I think I just got my second wind.” I winked.
He laughed while pulling me down the hall. “Thank god, because I plan on keeping you up for a while.”
The moment we entered his room, he crushed his lips against mine, and my second wind was in full swing as I devoured his kiss.
We removed our clothes as we stumbled toward the bed. Coop pulled me on top of him as he fell to the bed, and I broke our kiss.
“Tonight, I want you to fuck me,” I whispered against his lips.
Coop blinked, then cocked his head as he stared up at me. “Are you sure?”
I nodded. “Yes. I trust you, and I need this. I need you.”
I desperately wanted to erase the memories of something terrible and replace them by allowing the person I loved to have that part of me.
“Okay.”
I went back to kissing every inch of him until I reached his hard cock. I stroked him from base to tip a few times before leaning forward and taking him into my mouth.
“I love the way your mouth feels on me, but shouldn’t I be the one getting you ready?” he asked, but he didn’t stop me as I took his full length in my mouth, bobbing up and down as his fingers went to my head, guiding me just how he liked it.
When my fingers roamed to the sweet spot behind his balls, he grabbed my wrist. I popped my mouth off of him and looked up to meet his gaze.
“Not yet. You said you want me to fuck you and I can’t if you finish me off first.”
My pulse quickened. I really did want this with Coop, but a small part of me was nervous.
“I’ll be gentle,” he promised, as though he could read my mind.
He rolled us over, so he was on top of me, straddling my hips, and grabbed the lube and a condom from the bedside table.
Closing my eyes tightly, I tried to control my breathing. Everything was going to be fine. This was what I wanted, and I knew he would make it good for me.
“Ford.” His commanding voice made my eyes fly open. “I’m not going to do anything you don’t want to do.”
“I know.” I pulled him to me and pressed a kiss to his soft lips.
He started placing gentle kisses across my chest and stomach, and then down to my hard length. He licked the head of my cock before trailing his tongue down my shaft, and I shivered.
