Page 53 of Addicted to You
“Night,” I heard him call out before closing my door.
My comment about burning calories had been said in jest, but as soon as I was alone in my room, I knew I wouldn’t be able to sleep without some sort of release.
Damn, my hand was getting quite the workout these days.
20
CASH
The momentI stepped out of the bathroom after showering, I heard the sounds of moans coming from Silas’s room. At first, I just stood in the hallway, confused as to how he’d gotten a woman to his place so quickly, but then as I listened more, I realized he was watching porn.
I slipped into the room I was staying in and, as I crawled under the covers, I could still faintly hear the whimpers coming from the other side of the wall. It made me wonder if he was watching the video loud on purpose, or if he had no clue I could hear.
Whatever the case, every time I closed my eyes, all I could picture was his hand working his erection. Never in my life had I thought about another guy masturbating, but it seemed when it came to Silas Hale, I had no problem thinking about him pleasuring himself, and for some unknown reason, my dick liked it.
Or maybe it was because it had been so long since I’d gotten off that my cock needed to be taken care of too.
Throwing off the covers, I slid my boxers off and then fisted myshaft. Instead of imagining whatmy clientwas doing next door, I tried to focus on the sounds of pleasure coming from the video he was watching. I attempted to picture a woman doggy style as some guy thrust into her from behind, except as I ran my hand up and down my length, the woman in my mind morphed into Silas on all fours as his ass took my cock.
The visual of his hole swallowing my dick had me gripping myself tighter as I stroked, twisting my palm over my crown and back down over and over.
My mind bounced between thoughts of him and some made-up woman, but in the end, it was he who won.
And I went with it.
As I got closer to coming, I realized the sounds from the video had ended and Silas must have been either looking for a new one, or he’d come, but that didn’t stop me.
Pre-cum was beaded at the tip. My hand glided over and back down as I pictured him turning around and taking me into his hot mouth. My hand tightened more, just like I would want him to do as he sucked me off. My dick throbbed as I worked myself. Once my balls clenched, I hissed as more pre-cum dripped out.
I couldn’t take it anymore, so I moved faster while I thought about Silas and how good it would feel to drive into any hole in his body. The forbidden thoughts only made me harder, only made me leak more until finally, I groaned as ropes of cum shot all over my stomach and chest.
When I was spent and thinking about what had just happened, I realized I’d never come so hard in my entire life, and I had no clue what that meant.
21
Silas
My bandmates,along with Jasper, Olivia, Savannah, and Cash, stood with me in the parking lot of Rina’s office to board our tour bus. Since the guys all had somebody they wanted to have on the bus with them, and I had Cash, the record label paid for a larger bus than the one we’d used before to accommodate all of us.
“I thought you were going to stay in LA to plan the wedding?” I asked Olivia as the crew members took some of our luggage we didn’t need easy access to, so they could store it underneath the bus.
“That was the plan, but …” She looked up at me with a glimmer of sadness in her eyes and I didn’t understand why. “With the extra time between the concert in LA and now, I was able to get a lot of stuff done. The rest I can do during the tour.”
Ah, now it made sense. I wrapped an arm around her shoulders and placed a friendly kiss on the top of her head. “Glad it all worked out. It would have been weird not to have you on the road with us.”
She smiled. “It looks like we are all where we need to be.”
Her statement hit me hard because it reminded me of how close I’d come to losing it all.
Losing them.
We started to board the bus. As Cash followed me through the front lounge, I heard him say, “Damn, this is nice.”
I turned toward him, but his eyes were taking in the gray interior with long black leather couches that made up the front sitting space.
We walked through the dining and kitchen area and passed the bathroom before we got to the sleeping quarters. On each side of the aisle were two sets of bunk beds, so each person would get his or her own cubicle. Malachi and Jasper claimed the back-left bunk pair, while Jesse and Olivia took the pair directly across from them. Elliott and Savannah grabbed the last set on the right, leaving Cash and me to take the bunks in front of Malachi and Jasper.
“Do you prefer the top or bottom?” I waggled my eyebrows, teasing him.
